Lifes never too short

Happy Holidays :)

2012-01-24T04:37:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year

to all my chinese friends :)

It's been already 2 days of holidays

and damn, i'm so enjoying it :D

been resting alot at home,

eating alot

playing games alot..

been doing alot of stuff..

enough said :P

2012-01-20T03:08:00.002+08:00

YOU

have a

Beautiful

Smile

Waddup 2012 :)

2012-01-20T02:01:00.006+08:00

Ending of 2011 was awesome :)

Went all out with paintballers

and yes, hell of a night :D

so yeah, 2012

good start so far..

schools ok so far..

paintball so far so good..

and surprise for year 2012..

sponsors sponsors sponsors :D

1st and for most..

our apparels sponsor :Valken

looking good?

though the new line is not out just yet..

2011 stuff is still just as good

and up next,

our new marker sponsor:

MacDev

for hearing your pleasures :S

MacDev Drone Dx

so yeah, thats what we're getting :D

plus some others..

so what i did after....

2012-01-19T23:11:00.006+08:00

How's life so far..

PRETTY GOOD I HAVE TO TELL YOU :)

looking back at 2011..

it been quite a rough year

but hey,

it's all good

It's been a great year,

talking about PAINTBALL then again..

my team from just a bunch of tertiary representing kids

stepped it up one level,

tested ourselves

not to the extent of our limit..

just test market only :)

and so far doing good :)

yeahhhhhh!!!

and yessss,

it's a good step forward for me in year 2011..

whole year been paintballing.

and hell no!

am i gonna stop..

It's been great journey with my brothers

both in and out of the field..

only god knows what happened :)

so for now,

life's never too short to have alil bit of fun..

Carry on..

Your past shapes you future..

that's up to you to either

learn from the past

or start a new :D

2012-01-19T01:59:00.002+08:00

It been nearly a year now..
but hey, lil homie what you trippin' on :D

a lil' bird told me to update, so yeah..
test 1,2..
I just got back my password..

and yes, i will try to update a post as soon as possible :)

A quote for the emotional souls..

"Time change,memories don't"

PISSED OFF MAANNG

2011-02-18T00:24:00.004+08:00

Let's put it on a simple note..

A guy,
your normal usual guy friend..
will be there for you..
to talk,to hear,to enjoy,to cry
to do whatever you need..
he'll always be by your side...

well I'm not hating..

and there is you BOYFRIEND..
the not so usual guy..
awkward silence moment, don't know what to talk about
try his best to get to know you,
try his best to know about your friends
try to do stuff just so to have at least something to do together..
best of all..
try his best to be with you as much as he can

so yeah, your friends simply make your BF an asshole
make him look like he does not give a shit..
make him look like he's not worth to be with you
make him look like he ain't your special someone.

coz why??
we'd always have our friends close by ..
they are the ones we don't feel weird crying to
they are the ones when we can have real fun
they are the one that we can get mad at and still have them after that
as the saying go
a friendship can never die..

so yeah, we just don't give a shit about love..
we get some we lose some

Stevie Wonder

2011-02-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

I just called to say..

I LOVE YOU

:D

nostalgia

2011-01-11T02:19:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to write..

but yeah..
i was looking back through kampong pictures..

i nearly teared

It was the last picture taken with my late grandma in Indonesia
How i miss her unknowingly..
though she don't really know her grandchildren due to age..

she knows it in her heart.. i know

at the age 0f 90+
who would not be amaze at her strength
to walk around..
to buy stuff ..
to do a little bit of cooking ..
to keep us accompany at home ..
who would not be amaze

she will be missed
~al-fatihah~

La la la la

2010-12-18T00:09:00.002+08:00

On a lighter note...
I wonder why young girls nowadays like to mix around so much??
Well, I'm just saying....

Shits
Mix here mix there..
get to know here get to know there.
I'm OK with that..

Now you start labelling,
friends, just friends, best friends , not friends,
boyfriend(s) ?

Not that I'm feeling insecure or what..
but it's you whose gonna feel it sooner or later..
You have one guy close to your heart..
but then you feel that other guys can still be close to your heart..

Who you want at the end of the day?
What you want at the end of the day?
Where you wanna be at the end of the day?

Make up your mind girl..
coz from my point of view..
you're just bitchin' around

2010-12-18T00:01:00.002+08:00

How can i trust when
the lies was right infront of my face??

How can i love when
my heart is loving someone that love some other person instead?

How i work things out when
help runs away from me?

How can i help when
then person that need helps just skipped me?

How can i breathe when
the only blockage i have is you?

You love Me,
I love You..
You think about him..
Then what am I too you?

yada yada yada

2010-11-04T01:06:00.002+08:00

let's talk about love..

one day, you'll find that someone..

you will :)

and trust me,
the one that you're looking for,
is the one that had been always by your side..
so yeah, keep looking forward :)

2010-10-07T16:56:00.002+08:00

Need not pretend..

How you say it is like trying to say...
"I can't see a thing!!!"

even thought you have perfectly fine eyesight

What to do right...

You'll always be like that..
Wanting others to take care of you but
you don't give a fuck of caring about others..

Friends you've had you throw them aside..
coz you label them properly..

You fun times you share with your friends...
but the fucked up times.. you want to share with us?

that's just so nice of you :)

jeng jeng jeng

2010-08-28T01:21:00.004+08:00

Would you be my Girlfriend
my good old friend?

I'm writing this down
coz i'm a shy guy :P

Just so if you need some confession of expression:
here it goes...
It started all weird back 2 years ago in the train..
but slowly you became more significant to me..
no matter how hard i try to make you mad,
you're just cool with it..
and yes, no matter how mad you try to make me..
you know how to pacify..
you're open minded, open to new activities
but one tough nut to crack..
other than that..

you are a heartbreaker at times..
that's why my team is name Heartbreaker
so yeah, we try out best to break each other heart..
but just can't do it..

without further ado..
i like you in alot of ways.
that's why you're so special to me

Happy Birthday Fadzly

2010-08-26T00:31:00.002+08:00

WOhoooo!!!

happy 19th birthday to me :)
~jeng jeng jeng~

not a chaotic one for this year..
but it's ok..
I'm still happy with it

plans for tmr..
only she knows.
:D

i don't know where else to go but yeah...
hope tomorrow gonna be a good day :)

~~~~
well what more can i ask
my mum bought my fav nasi ayam penyet for me..
and i couldn't have asked for more
LOVE her to the max!!

now confirm later bro gonna come home
then release the KRAKON!!
wuahahahahah
~~~~

other than that.
thank you to all that wished me..
thanks for all the wishes..
love you guys :)

empty mind but with a heart full of questions.. just one question

2010-08-20T00:42:00.005+08:00

If i want to say that i love you..
would you believe me?

If i want to say that i love you..
you think i don't mean it..

If i want to say that i love you..
why must you talk about something else?

If i want to say that i love you..
i just can't stare into your eyes.. i'm so sorry

If i want to say that i love you..
do i need to take you out to somewhere special?

If i want to say that i love you..
i mean it when it's a special day..

If i want to say that i love you..
i would be in my stupidest condition, i can't talk much..

If i want to say that i love you..
i will take the longest time in my life to come up to you..

If i want to say that i love you..
again i assure that you will busy with something else..

If i want to say that i love you..
do you need a contract for that?

If i want to say that i love you..
i'll try my very best..

If i want to say that i love you..
I hope it's a 'i love you too' reply

If i want to say that i love you..
it'd hurt if you say.. "errm, you know?"

If i want to say that i love you..
my life is gonna change in 2 directions..

So if i was to say that i love you..
what do you think?

2010-08-12T01:00:00.002+08:00

To my dearest friend...
the one that is close to me..

i don't know what is happening if you don't tell
i don't know how your doing if you don't tell
i don' know if you got problems if you don't tell

you can go a whole big circle..
but not a thing comes through

so Please, pretty pretty please
answer me..
i will listen like i always do..

i'm missing the old non-stop talk like you always do..
i always do..
there's nothing else but just to wait for you

2010-08-12T00:57:00.002+08:00

I want to say it to you
but how?

You're always busy..
when i'm not..

When you're not busy,
you do something else..

how?
now i fee like i'm the joke..

kwang kwang kwang

2010-08-07T00:13:00.003+08:00

hoho!!
i forgot..

Happy Birthday SYA!!
wuahahahahah!
:)

~~~~~~~~~~~~

other than that...this week was shit
I'm sick for the whole week..
wanna go out, don't feel like going out
wanna talk can't talk coz my throat is sore
wanna meet up with old friends, they give the same damn old attitude
fuck you!
if you say you got no time, go lim chu kang and see how much time they had before

so yeah, thats all i can think off for now
goodbye

2010-07-31T23:36:00.001+08:00

ohh yar..
lucky i check you FB info huh?

happy birthday to my dear NINA..
happy 19th..
enjoy your day :)

yeah, that's pretty much i want to say..
what more can i add ._.

2010-07-26T02:59:00.003+08:00

to my cuzz HAMDI Adeyfro..
good luck on your TP tmr..

better PASS..
coz maybe end of the year, i'm gonna pass my bike license too..
so together together more better

wuahahahaha!
and cikgu muliana, congrats on receiving the teachers' award thingy :)
you deserved it..
after all those years, you've did alot
so yeah, congrats

and nad,
it's good to hear that your knee is recovering slowly
now can walk don't walk yourself out
let it recover fully then can go all out :)
so yeah..
see you when i see you i guess..

SP Paintball..
team generation kill!!
one more freaking week and it's the big day..
prepare yourself for some ass-wiping adrenaline rush down you balls
see all you freakzillaz this weds for the final training
:D

peace out..
good nite people :)

Pass few days right, isolation was life

2010-07-23T23:56:00.001+08:00

I miss her..
the old her :)

grad grad grad at NUS

2010-07-22T01:58:00.007+08:00

how much more sexy can fergie be?
Girls with such legs and moves
are just ohh lala lalala
@_@
maybe alittle bit of attitude :D

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

other than that! graduation at NUS was awesome!!

~elyn~

~jin pei~

and yar..
now my arm like blue back kena punch
by naz and elyn all day long

wah liao weh, you people ah..
never give chance one..

pain pain plus rain rain go away

2010-07-20T23:54:00.003+08:00

today was kinda fast ending day i guess?
class start at 10 ends at 1...
then i forgot that afternoon class was cancelled
:D

and so.. went to eat kfc remix with macDs
then went back home..
heavy downpour..
so as to my feelings *chey chey*

donnoe lah why so sad nowadays.
so emo ._.

but yeah, let's just hope tomorrow does not rain
cause we need to dress up well :P

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and to my dear friend khairunnadia..
i forgot that if that's a ligament problem..
that knee got to go for surgery

even though it sounds fucked up..
that could at least help it for now :)

i'll be always there to support you
well emotionally , not much mentally :D
i know it hurts but it hurts looking at you in pain

so don't go all emo aite?

such such irony

2010-07-20T00:28:00.002+08:00

aiya!
today was kinda slow day i think?
morning class cancelled..
so class start at 1pm
and i was late -.-
at 1.30 i arrived

so yada yada yada..
end of school..
i didn't eat the whole afternoon
i reach home at about 7pm i guess..
and yeah, stomach damn empty
so i tried to call a few friends or so to ask them out to accompany me

damn... suddenly i got no appetite
:|

this early week

2010-07-20T00:14:00.004+08:00

wohooooo!!!
luckily found a replacement for this sat
:)
what for??

well, all my ITE Bros gonna go meet up
the bro that left us a year ago

~al-fathah~
yeap, arwah haikal is the one..
nevertheless..who said we'd forget about him?
we bros and close because of him.
and we had to thank him for that

Looking forward this SAT..
it's somehow a meet up+gathering thingy
for all of us..
after like 4 months or so in POLY and those sitting at home :)

~~~~~~~~~~

apart from that...
this weds is gonna be a big day!!
COM award ceremony
(certificate of merit)
it'll be held at NUS..
Hisham is gonna be there
alot of ite peeps are gonna be there
i'm sure it's gonna be a lively event
:D

~~~~~~~~~~~~

GOOODNIGHT people :)

another friday

2010-07-16T23:00:00.002+08:00

hahaha...
such news..
NAD got knee injury
:|
*depression liao*

hope you get well soon..
busy women got to catch up with time..
can't miss any task

~~~~~~~~~~~~

other than that,
today was pretty much lepak sia..
class started at 8am & i was early :)
maths 1hr then
another lecture for 1 hr..suppose to end at 10am
but we finished her assignment quick
and got off at 9.30am

then we ate breakfast..
then the gang rode off in Shu Ping's car
while driving it was raining..
but hell yeah.. we still manage to smoke some
and race through traffic in a Honda accord

so we sent Laurence and Eric home at CCK
then cruised down to woodlands..
so yeah.. yada yada yada,
i reach home liao :)

~~~~~~~~~

and i kid you not,
the whole afternoon was kinda boring...
ok, DAMN boring!!
can't sleep
can't move much
so i stone infront of my laptop..

but yeah, in the midst of it i sprayed my paintball mask..
red & white is the new colour..
wohoooo!!

for now, suddenly I'm so sleepy
i feel like gonna eat, bath..then sleep

goodnight people :D

ANKLE LOCK!!!

2010-07-16T00:47:00.003+08:00

Bad news for now...

due to my problematic ankle twist plus swell combo
my days is seriously fucked up..
*and i donnoe if it's just like muscle or nerve senget,
but hope it's not BONE*
if yes,then I'll go emo

for now:
can't walk fast..
can't stand too long
(say about yishun to Dover? just to make it to school)
can't flex much of my ankle.
can go one way, the other way not all the way
so
can't do stuff that i usually do

but yeah, i don't know if I'm gonna work this weekend
I'll sure try
will see how bad this ankles gonna go

but yeah, i was just about to start getting my fitness back on track
wanted to start jogging
wanted to lift some weights
:D
but for now, *pause*

but yeah,i was just about to get my bike license on the roll.
3 more pracs to go..
darn it!!

all stuff put on hold
-_-
*lvl 10 depression*

till later news..
i still miss her
and hope she misses me too

LA LALALALALA

2010-07-15T20:44:00.000+08:00

HEHEHE!!
there you go :)

just for thought

2010-07-13T01:21:00.005+08:00

"Behind one strong heart,
Is one thousands heart breaks"

:D

LOOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

2010-07-13T01:03:00.003+08:00

*phew*
today was pretty much kan-chiong i guess?

got to rush my labtest in IA lesson
suppose to get 1 hr..
kns, only given half hour to do all the wiring.
but luckily got alittle bit of sideliners helping me out..
and it's done
:)

~~~~

other than that,
elective class was kinda interesting..
i think by end of the semester,
i'll be equipped enough to be a love councillor
lol
talking about relationships,love, break-up..
everything that goes into it..
we talked about it all
:)

and yeah,
we're given a free-topic project on LOVE
to be done in 3 weeks..
and somehow, at an instant...
the only topic that ran through my mind was.

"WHY IS IT SO TOUGH?"

pretty subjective.
but somehow,lecture thinks it's gonna be very interesting..
she never got any presentation on that kinda question..

so that's gonna be a good advantage about it..
it's not as easy as it seems..
it's not as easy as saying 'you don't match'
that's LAME..
and believe me...
we can change it.
~~~~~

to break into sub-topics, i have:

1)Why is it so tough to fall in love..

2)Why is it so tough to manage the love..

3)Why is it so tough to forget the love..

so it's a fair balance kinda thingy from and for 3 sides,
before,during,after
i have an idea on how it's gonna work out..
and i bet you have some answers to it too..

SO IF YOU HAVE A SAY OR TWO...
well, you don't really need tosay it out,
unless you wanna share..
INSTEAD,
JUST ASK YOURSELF AND SLOWLY GIVE IT A THOUGHT
:D

~~~

goodnite k-po people
:P

2010-07-11T23:27:00.002+08:00

2010-07-11T22:47:00.003+08:00

wooots wooots
today was not quite a bad day i guess??
team SP (Singapore poly)
team contract killers,team damnation,team outlaws,
team red7s,team explicit, team raving lunatics,team aces 'only'
nearly 70 people all out on the speed-ball field..

and I'M ALONE down there -.-
*hyper-depression*
LOL..
but it was ok..
the games were manageable..
definitely exciting
and FUCKING tiring :|

aqidah come down with her Starbucks crew..
had a game or two down there..
but i was kinda busy on my side..
so didn't really get to talk to her much..
and yeah, it's been 3yrs or so we didn't see each other?
haha,and i only manage to talk to her like 3 mins i guess?

so yar, afternoon was super hot..
super packed..
super sweat!
super super jambus coming down..
chey chey! yar right!
super duper day lah today..
and yeah.. it was all enjoyable-ably tiring

that's all about today..
tmr is gonna be a good start..
i hope so..
gonna get my early sleep..

Eat Sleep Paintball
:D

and yeah, got a short msg from someone
and that made my day..
thank you so much :)

zzzZZZzz ...late night thoughts

2010-07-10T01:18:00.003+08:00

here's the thing..
accent is needed when you need it..

it's kinda irritating how people,
particularly chi girls..
on the mrt chatting to each other with such accent
and not doing it well..

people like us, we know pretty much..
and we get damn pissed off if you can do it well..
so don't Freaking use it!

ok lah, but what can i do..
i can't go all chinese accent up your face
and say

"HEY BIC BOI!!
U don't talk like tat
like-a Some-a-bodeeee"

nah...ain't gonna happen :P

2010-07-10T01:13:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry if i had been different..
so sorry to cause you to go angry in such ways.
i know i've been bugging you around..
well, what can i say..

if i'm not around, you say i'm always not there..
if i'm around, you gonna say something else..
thanks..

bla bla bla

i donnoe what i'm talking about
but yeah..
i hope i can get back on track soon
cause i've never was..

my nose keeps bleeding the past few days.
i wonder why.
i want to gain weight.
but i can't eat properly nowadays..
i don't have enough sleep.
bohoooo

2010-07-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

Maze Game

Play more games at Fugly.com

la lalalalala

2010-07-07T00:02:00.004+08:00

Congrats to Khairunnadia for passing her FTT today..
soon it's gonna be your TP and then you're gonna drive me around when you pass
ok?
:D
meanwhile, i'm still far from my goal too..
now i'm halfway through my motobike license..
now confirm cannot pass in august, but most prob end of the year :D
then YR3 in SP can vrromm vrroom liao :D

about vroom vrroomm..
hehe :D
i'm still wondering what bike should i get..
Gilera runer is nice
and there's yamaha TZM
and there's kawasaki krr
and there's honda nsr 150

damnnnn.... but i really hope i can get a gilera :D

and there were go again

2010-07-06T00:06:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy that i am a person with alot of patience
I'm so happy that i am a person who understands
I'm so happy that i am a person who can manage my time
I'm so happy that i am a person who smiles alot
I'm so happy that i am a person who can change myself so that you feel comfortable
I'm so happy that i am a person that i won't give excuses unless it's damn valid
I'm so happy that i am a person who has friends that i can talk to all the time
I'm so happy that i am a person when needed, I'll try to be there

Well most of the times...
I always wonder why can't i just blow up
I always wonder why i don't like to have the 1st say
I always wonder why that i don't think about my own self 1st before others
I always wonder why people can't be there for me when i can when they're in need

Well, i wonder what i wondered on what i was wondering about..
maybe it's just me :)
and I'm just glad it's just me

think about that once in awhile

yada yada yada again

2010-07-02T15:20:00.003+08:00

And yeah!! finally end of the 1st week back to school :)
now I'm really shagged, 2 days no sleep..
late for 2 days of classes..
and alot of KFC and MacDs :D

nevertheless, ITE TPSC camp just ended yesterday..
overall it was fun :|
i should have came earlier to get to see more..
but what to do..paintball training ended late
at about 8.30pm and i reach tampines at about 10pm

lol, at least i made it :P
as soon as i reached, hamzah was there,suhaili was there,
wei bin was there, mira was there,vick was there
alot lah..those who i worked close with last time
were the ones who invited me warmly
and so i put my bags down
look at their preparations for night treasure hunt
and things never get old.
we make-up and dressed up around 6 ghost to 'roam' the school
just to make things more spooky :P

then i went off to look at the activities they were still playing.
minesweeper maze and caterpillar
it was fun, the campers were exciting & fun
then food, then we started the night walk
at around 11pm
O_O

yada yada yada, event ended at about 2.30am
the debrief,campers were free & easy till 3.30am
hehe!

now where all devils come out to play
patrolled the school's smoking hideouts
DUHHHH -.-
and we caught alot by surprise
just gave a warning and then we went off
fierce hor :P

and so patrol ended around 4am..
went to bath and stuff..around
4.45am we were at our hub liao
everyone was dead asleep.
and we planned not to sleep.
so we slacked around, get some air ,grabbed some redbull to go along
and talk talk talk till morning

tomorrow was pretty much cleaning
DE-brief , telling the new guys what to expect in the future
and some other stuff
*camp end*

now end of the week..
may good things come this coming week :D

Thankyou:)

2010-06-29T22:48:00.007+08:00

and yeah,
i canceled my plans to go catch
Firehouse live..

i've got paintball training from 5-7pm
and then had to rush down to ite tamp for camp night activities :)
then overnite there, then to school the next day at 12pm
what a day huh *phew*
it's ok that i missed firehouse
nevertheless...slash is coming down august :P

it's ok that i miss a concert that i wanted to go
it's ok cause i got something which is quiet important to attend to
it's ok because i am tired, therefore i'm lazy
it's ok because out of the whole week, why weds must be a busy day for me
it's ok that you can't talk to me cause you're tired
it's ok, cause it had beeen a heck of a day..i understand
it's ok

hahahahahah

2010-06-29T22:02:00.004+08:00

woohooo!!!
1st post of the new semester..
how was it?

okok lor.. not much also
haven't warm up yet..
lol

but yeah..good things gonna come real soon :P

~~~~~~~~~~~~

SP paintball to join Red Dynasty's Noob Warz competition.
gonna get our mask soon..
I'm getting my strap, earpiece and new pants soon :D

and so..august we're gonna take part in SPS
Singapore Paintball Series
most probably Tertiary Level
if not, Novice :P

well,it's kinda slow how things are moving..
but yeah, it's a good slow step-by-step up the hill

that's all for today..
more to come :D

2010-06-25T17:06:00.002+08:00

~Seribu Kenangan~

Setia ku menyayangi,
tiada ku kesali..
walau kian hanya berteman,
Seribu kenagan..

bagiku terlalu indah,
setipa detik bersama
rela akhirnyau terluka,
dariku, hidup tanpa kenal cinta mu

feeling...

2010-06-25T17:04:00.002+08:00

~Bidadari Hatiku~

You know you're everything to me

2010-06-23T15:34:00.001+08:00

Firehouse Firehouse Firehouse..
who going?
who wanna go?
who got tickets and dont wanna go?

i just wanna call to say i love you

2010-06-21T02:19:00.003+08:00

Today was quite a hot day i guess?
paintball in the afternoon with
SP PAINTBALLERS..
well, not all came but yeah.
we had a good time the whole afternoon..

then after training,wash-up
then went down to northpoint to get our food
so slack here slack there..
it was 3.30+ and everyone went home..

and i that was when boredom strikes..
i went home
at home
alone at home
wah liao weh!
what more can i do?

well, she most probably is working,
so can't go out with her..
all my other peeps
also working..
and I'm not working on a Sunday..
which doesn't always happens..
Boring boring Sunday afternoon

cannot celebrate father's day coz my parents
are over at Indonesia..
*hush*
nvm, look forward to tomorrow..
I'll pick her up from school
go out somewhere..
will see how :P
let's just hope she got nothing on

-.-
it's 2am in the morning..
tmr no school, wohoooo!
so yeah, I'm gonna have a good rest..
and not bother about waking up early tomorrow
:D
goodnite

"I just call, to say i love you " --Stevie wonder

paintball paintball

2010-06-18T02:28:00.000+08:00

me love this shot :D

mixed rice kinda feeling..

2010-06-18T02:19:00.003+08:00

I'm kinda having a confusion in my feelings nowadays
i donnoe why..

at times, i feel like meeting you..
like really really wanna meet you up
just to get a glimpse of your smile, and it'll make my day..
at times, i feel like meeting you..
like really wanna meet you up
and say how much you meant to me, and it'll make my day
at times, i feel like meeting you..
like really really wanna meet you up
just to see you smile, and say it out and kiss your lips..
and it'll make my day..

but now there's this one moment of time..
when i don't feel like meeting you up.
and i feel guilty to not be there.
i donnoe why, but you always know
how to change the topic and made me feel OK..
and it'll make my day

i donnoe what I'm saying, just typing things out to see
if it makes any sense, but if you feel it..
you'll get the image very clear..

I'm just a confused boy, but with you around..
you're like my one-of-a-kind GPS
just can't help it but keep me on track..
rain or shine,night or day :D
that's why i love you.

May all be good..

2010-06-17T16:00:00.003+08:00

To my late grandma in Indonesia
may you rest in peace

*al-fatihah*

you will be missed :|

2010-06-14T00:21:00.002+08:00

Through these eyes..
i've seen things.
you're not blind, i'm sure you can see it too..

2010-06-12T01:11:00.002+08:00

1st day of holiday..
pretty much a good kick-start
just nice for world cup..
and just nice to catch up with friends :)

today was movie day..
and went out to watch THE KARATE KID :D
with non other than NADIA FOREVERHUNGRY
lol

yeah, movie start
cinema packed..
lucky got my seats early :)
and it was a good show..
3.5/5 i guess?

yada yada yada.
show end
send her home
went to go shopping with her before that..
then went home..
Sleep -.-

Tomorrow is gonna be a good day.. i hope :D
and Sunday is another day out with her.. *_*
go inline skating
hope Sunday doesn't rain :D

back to LKY

2010-06-10T23:21:00.005+08:00

and yes.. a friend of halim recorded the interview scene
on suria...
haha, here it is :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrVE3TWME58

mine is the 2ND half of it, not much..
but at least something yaww

WOOOOO WOOOOOO

2010-06-10T20:30:00.003+08:00

MST OVER LIAO WOOOHOOO!!!

time to go GAGA!

wuahahaah..

even though not many plans were out yet.

I'm sure there's gonna be a few

and of coz, short 2 weeks

of hols is just what I'm looking forward too :)

Happy Holidays to all holiday go-ers

enjoy while you still can :D

I'll go on..

2010-06-04T00:49:00.007+08:00

Today was not bad i guess?
School as usual, very draggy
but the L4D2 session made it not..
after that i went down to bedok
to kak miniq's place to take my skates
then went off to eat with her at simpang bedok
then now I'm at home
doing some papers
and yeah, i guess that's much of what happen today.
whatever happens in between, you wouldn't want to know :)
~~~~~
and of coz, now i got my skates back..
i looking forward to asking her out to go inline skating :)
but damn, she just got no time..
i understand :|
~~~~~
just for thoughts:

good things never happen just like that,
bad things happen just about every minute..
you can't hope something good to come just like that..
you've got to go through shit before you get it

sooner or later
it's either make or break
~~~~~

update on life:

so far, crappy
when you look up on someone,
and they look away from you..
that just sucks..
look down is still ok.
but damn, look away?

now i realise that
i'm always one step back from something to happen..
i got to catch up sia,
this can't go on forever..

and of coz, if i ever did something wrong to you..
i'm sorry
tell me what's going on.

LKY CCA award

2010-06-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

Last Week..
25th May 2010
marks a very auspicious date for me :)
LKY CCA AWARD
after 2 years in ITE
finally, an award that says it all :D

No Doubt it was not easy through the process
but it all paid off
went through alot of Shitty, Sad, Crazy,Happy, Random experiences
in ITE
but hell, it was all good times
~Farah, from ITE West~

~My Board~

~With Mr Tan Seng Hua, Principal (College Central)

thank you everyone
family,friends,school :)

PICTURES PICTURES

2010-06-01T22:08:00.003+08:00

Last Last Week..
i went to KL
with 7 of my cousins
No holds barred

we went all out -.-
boring right this post?

~Morning of Day 2~

~Night of DAY 2~
where all Satans kick Balls
wuahahaha!
malaysia boleh!

yeah..it was too awesome :)

Fico Fico Fico

2010-05-28T04:44:00.003+08:00

Today was soccer day
with most of secondary school peeps..

it's been long we've all went out together
to do some activities
and yeah, just a small kick start
we decided to go play at FICO!
wohoooo
there guys were Me, afif, iswan, izwandi, rizzuan, haiziel, fizan, zaim, matin, achin, azmi
the girls were Nina,athirah,malah

all the pics are viewable in FB
aite..just click the FB and you can view
:)

thanks to those who came, you made it an awesome night
wuahahahah!
Goodnight for now :)

bila bila ITE!!

2010-05-24T23:34:00.002+08:00

Yeay!!!
Tomorrow is the Big DAY
LKY award ceremony is the shit yaw!
after a few months of interview..
everything finally paid off
:)

thank you to the teacher's that helped out along the way.
Cikgu Zulhana, Ms Kals, Mr Rahim

Publish Post

the few names that really shaped me to go through ITE
also not forgetting the peeps that i have that were very supporting
Class MCE 1B/2K, student councillors and CCA peeps
and finally, to my family that never gave up hope on me

tomorrow is sure gonna be a big day,
a good day indeed
ITE is way much better than poly!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Little bit more about today,
rehearsal sucks, very draggy and slow...
everything was half prepared.
but after that..nyehehehe
went to E-hub with Maira and Sanjay
friends i met during the rehearsal
and we went out to watch "LOSERS"
random, hell yeah!
but the people were great, movie was great
the whole evening was great..
after that went off our own ways

SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW!
and congrats to all award recipients
:)

by far

2010-05-23T00:44:00.003+08:00

To those who have been reading my blog..

sorry for not updating
haven not been busy, but purely
LAZY :D

wuahahahah!
anyways, latest updates about life :)
1)KL trip was awesome (photos in FB)
2)She cut off her curls...Awww
3)SP paintball getting much more power packed
4)I need tp get my lazy ass up early to go to school
5) MST is coming up real soon
6)LKY CCA award next tues :) me like!
7)$400 haven't come in my bank
8)i'm freaking slacking in my studies
9)now I'm in lesson 4 for bike license..3 more to go!!!!
10)Big chance next Thursday, soccer at FICO with baby "Rainbow" bear :)

so yar, school had been quite normal, just donnoe why like abit fucked up
but yeah, ITE is way slacker than Poly
I have to say that!
lecturers are pure pain in the ass..
she is also starting to poke my ass, but not painful yet..

:)

2010-05-03T00:01:00.002+08:00

Paintball is the SHIT yawww..

haha! today was very much a freaking awwesome day..

tiring as well..

why?

Today was SP's first paintball trials to gather a group of

students in SP forming a paintball club.

A team lah,so as to say...

and definitely, if things work out well..

we're gonna be pioneers for alot of stuff..

1st Poly paintball team, 1st poly to start paintball

yada yada yada

everything is about paintball today.

Other than the hot sunny weather, long hours of physical training..

everything else was FUN.

we got to shot one another in the 2nd half of the day.

there were 6 teams, among the chosen 32 individuals including me..

and we played against one another..

AWESOME!!!

eventhough all of us were new to this, with guidance from R7..

things went real well.

all the paintballers were Great..

it was a great experience knowing more student from SP,

from different background and interest

coming together today

for the passion for the sport.

it was an eye opener to most

a 1st experience that is,

but further down the road, i think us paintballer will be better than today

and i have a vision, all of us can really bring this club to LIVE!

HAIL SP PAINTBALLERS!!

2010-04-28T16:22:00.002+08:00

School is getting great..

so far

haha! other than that, i think i can cope with stuff

.-.

I donnoe what is happening around..

people changed, promises broken, plans cancelled..

Shit happens :)

but on the other hand.. i love some changes :)

JP got her braces out and she look damn Chinese..

not as pretty as when she had her braces on..

but still like-able

Emma's birthday was yesterday..

so HAPPY 19th to her

yeah, just to name a few..not too much :P

and i still didn't get to taste the Cinnamon melts *DOOPPEE*

The start of a new start

2010-04-20T23:54:00.004+08:00

Other than the fact that all my classmates are Foreigners..

it was a great whole bunch

*Yar- right!!*

but coincidentally, there was another Indian and Chinese Guys in my class..

hm mm, something fishy about the atmosphere

wuahahahah!!

sucks lah, alot of stuff to settle..

modules and stuff

Getting fatter by morning

then much more in afternoon

KFC, Pizza & Ciggies .__.

~~~~

but hey, the new lucky strike is freaking not nice

bought it today and .__.

if i can go any flatter than that i will

~~~~~

And yes, i always wanted to ask her out for a dinner :)

not much of a date, but at least get to know her more..

*boooo*

but how how?

she always busy, I'm getting busier real soon

weekends she always turn herself off..especially me

*EMOO!!*

but damnn..

no matter how bad she is, she can't get on my nerves

WHY WHY WHY!

yada yada yada...

still got alot to be done :)

I'm not up to YOUR standard what *hmmmmph*

Kicked in the balls

2010-04-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

The suckiest feeling i've felt this past few weeks

~~~~
"you got plans tomorrow?"
"NO,why?"
"Want go out for dinner?"
"EH wait, my friend ask me go out "
~~~~
- "Going out today?"
"Nahh, tired lah,just got back from camp
.. most probably staying at home"
~~~~
I'm really confused..ok not really :)
but DAMNN

freaking lying lah
one occasion you said you couldn't
i respect you decision
I'm OK with it

but damn going out with someone i know

that's a freaking lowblow
Thanks :)
so much for Tough Love

Not the last

2010-03-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

2 years, passed us just like that
from MCE 1B to MCE 2K
from strangers to Bros
from different background unite as a class
from different district we come together at ITE tampines

Well, Changi Cottage was where we held our class Graduation chalet
thanks to Hairi aka Sophie..
also Birthday boy for the day.
and also thanks to the others,
Azmir,Bob,Dann,Desmond,Faris,Frendo, Jag,both Hisham,Hafiz,,shakir, salihin,Yazid,wee siong
zheng zhong,zhong zheng,thariq,azmir
plus awhole lot more from the class..
and also afew of hairi's frens

it was a emotional event i have to say..
graduation it may be but damn, we ain't leaving just like that and forget
definitely i have to say the conference was the most emotional part of it.
Everyone have their say, and it will still be in my mind
it was like a class conducted by each of us in that room.
Never attentive as ever..

it's a sad thing to wonder what the future is there for us..
we're gonna go in separate ways,
out individual ways..
all there is, is to see how we progress
like i said

"We already lost one of our bro last year..
and damn,i feel like losing another 16 bros in front of my eyes..
if you know what i mean"

I felt like after that day, we're gonna drift apart..
not knowing when is the next time we'll meet..
that was what i meant, I'm sure they felt that too..

"Don't give up on life, there's like 16 of us in this room..
just behind a phone ready to help you out.
any problem, just call.."

that's what we said to each other
that's what bros are for..
we've been there for each other for 2 years..
why not a whole lot more down the road.
we hold back those who felt like giving up..

Hairi said
"Actually,after yr 1, i wanted to leave ite..
but thanks to you guys, i agreed that we're in this shit together..
why not finish it together"

Hafiz said
"I never thought I'll be here today..graduating from ite..
talking to you guys in this manner..
*sobs*
i feel grateful to have you guys be there for me.
everyone of you"

just a few saying that really moved all of us..
hairi and hafiz especially, had been the ones in the wrong path..
but thankfully, they made the right choice..a right path

everyone shed tears saying their last words
all apologies, all words of credits, and a whole lot of secrets
was said out in that room..

once all said and done, the whole night was emotionally enjoyable..
BBQ, Riding,Casino,Karaoke-ing..
hell of a night

I hope it's not gonna be the last,

i believe it won't

Heart Breakers!

2010-03-05T00:17:00.010+08:00

OK let's talk about PAINtball

wuahahahaha!!
referring back to Rookie Challenge..
it was an awesome tournament..
HeartBreakers is my team :P

including Raving Lunatics, Black Aces, Phobos & Deimos
and not forgetting DareDevils

so now photos photos photos

~warming UP~

~Strategy :D~

~Ben Jr our master Strategist on the board~

~Damian adding in some ~

~planning~

~me & Mr smoootthh,wuahahaa~

~Kenny, Team Leader~

~Jeremy beside me, Mr Weekday~

~Roc, MR oHHHH~

~The team~
Jeremy, Roc, Me (Fuzz Jr),Ben Jr, Kenny & Jordan (below)

THE GAME!!!
~1st break~
~2nd Break~
~Taking a break~
~3rd Break~

GAME ON!!!

~chey chey~

REST!!
~Kenny going mad 0_0~

~smoke break..wuwahahahahah~

THE PRIZE GIVING CEREMONY
in no order..i lazy arrange :P

~with black aces~

~aces again~
~and again, them we and aces like kam cheng ho!~
~with Phobos & Deimos and Daredevil~
~with the one, KIKO~
~wohoooo~
~PHEWEEET~
~chey chey~
~GOLLDDD~
~VICTORY~
~YEAH YEAH!!~

~Kenny speech~
~Jordan excited~

Alright... once everything said and done
everyone had the laughter and paintball marks on them..
it was a freaking awesome day!
wohooo, may HeartBreakers play again real soon

~All of us Paintballers~

AND LET THE FIRE BURN AND BURN BABY!!
Paintball is the way we roll

2010-03-01T17:17:00.002+08:00

The old bands that started it all... somehow :)

haha, OK not really started lah..
but they sound much better than those nowadays :)

ChinGAY!

2010-02-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night was fun..
tiring -.-
yes! definitely!

Chingay was so awesome
all the guys felt gayish waving pongs pongs in the air..
wuahahaha! :P
just joking..
so i went there with 'the queen' JINPEI
and there's 2 more guy..MO & Jx

we met up at 6.15pm at city hall...
packed as always..
and made our way down to f1 pit building
so by then we're there in 30 mins time..
and there's like a lot of people..

~so if you want to know what was showcased yesterday..go watch TV~

OK back to where we're at..
didn't really talk to JP,
because she just got her tooth done..
every time pain her pain there..
heart also pain

so the event went on..
yada yada yada
hooray here and there
wave pong² here and there
whistle here and there
alot of here and there
and she's like -____-
pity her she just got back from dental
wuahahaha!

so roughly around 9.45pm the event ended..
we all like march down from Flyer to Suntec.
which from there, sent my dearie to her bustop
so pampered..
and then me,mo,JX walked back to city hall..
talking random shit all the way.
mo proceeded towards jurong.
me & JX headed towards yishun and Woodlands..
so we talk talk talk talk talk..
don't know what the hell we talked about
till i alight 1st..
wuahahahaha!

so that's all for yesterday..
it was fun, enjoyable, very loud and bright
*like BOOMZ like that*
a good day out

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and on the way home..
i bumped into my primary school friend,Sham..
who is slacking under this block..
ended up i also slack with him till 1 am.
haha, then it was another round of talking talking talking
talking talking..
*haiya*
we talked about those primary school nerdy days..
gossip alittle of our friends back then..
then we're like "apek"..
thinking and reflecting back those days..
random shit lah..
alermak

:)

Blurred

2010-02-20T22:53:00.003+08:00

If she was to have a boyfriend..
i can roughly imagine how that guy can be :)

he would such a pain in the ass,
but end up feeling the pain up his ass..
because she is just that good..
but he'll manage to control somehow..
he'll be the total opposite of what she is :)
he'll be a good sportsman..
but doesn't look like one..
but the real fact is that he play (or tries) alot of weird sports
that others like him won't do..
he hates to talk but likes to smile alot..
he'll be sharp in way that.
if she stares at him in a weird way,
he'll stop whatever nonsense he's doing..
he's so strong, he can resist all the punches or pinches
that happens when she try to joke around..
and that her joke is not funny..
so she just do either of that 2 stuff to him..
he'll still be there..
he'll wait for a good un-stressful time
to really bring her out..
because she's always busy for no reason..
but he'll still wait..
and finally, he'll love her for what she is..
not how she looks,who she mix with,
and even how behaves

~~~~
it's all in the textbooks people..
read up theoretically and once your out there..
all the practical stuff will simply be simple for you.

hehe :D

textbook textbook textbook :)
bla bla bla..
i don't really know what to write for today lah..

~~~~~

2010-02-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!
She's Back!!

haha, she who have returned
:)

Some shock of my life

2010-02-09T17:13:00.003+08:00

so yar,
what hurts the most..
happens to be so close..
that's all i can say :)

thanks

yeah!
starting to emo already
-______________-

blinked once and there it goes...

how could this happen to me,
i've made my mistake..
got nowhere to run,
the night goes on as you fade away

2010-02-09T16:40:00.002+08:00

haiya!!!
everyday end school so early..
like 12pm on Mondays, Tuesdays and Fridays..
and starts late at 2pm
on weds and Thurs..

haiya, but at least can get more rest ..
wuahaha!
ain't no resting for me till I'm done with my final year papers..
after that,got to continue in Poly
wohooo!!

so i already applied my courses..
1) mechatronics in SP
2) marine engineering in SP
3)Electrical & Electronics in SP

yar, so that's my main 3 choices
results is gonna be out on 1st April 2010 at 2pm
let's hope for the best..

this Thurs is gonna be LKY model student interview :)
let's hope for the best also..
lol

Everything is running quite well right now..
except that she keeps herself busy.
and i keep on not trying to do my work..

and yes, to Zul
Keep on going, keep your heads up..
i'm sure he will always be with you all the time :)
*al-fatihah*

talking about CAGE with classmates..
it was freaking FUN!
and going out to eat at our once a year eating spot (beach road)
was also great!
cage is tiring but only if we booked a longer session..
it would have been better :D

I'm just plain lazy nowadays..
sloppy indeed..
kept thinking about alot of stuff at one time..
yeah, taking it too slowly indeed..

there's like a few stuff that keeps me from being normal.
it's so hard to explain..
even I'm confused..
like a lowblow after another..
*DAMN DAMN DAMN*

and i kept wondering when would i find myself a GF
one that is so crazy she drives me crazy alongside with her.
if she loves sports than I'll be sporting alongside with her..
wuahhahaa!!
find someone who is total opposite of me..
one that is so fierce, she'd punch me in the arms for no reason
(or at most,if I'm smoking :D)
okay,at least for a reason she doesn't like me smoking..
so maybe that will be a good thing if she does that

ARGGHH!
time to go EMO!
-_______-

i just wanna be frank with her..
she knows what i mean..

PaintBall Rookie Challenge

2010-02-01T16:15:00.003+08:00

And so it was a SUNDAY..

just after a tiring Beach Fiesta
*hush*
now it's time for Red Dynasty rookie challenge 2010

all pumped up and ready for war..
wuahahaa!
Team Name : HEARTBREAKER

~Roc, Kenny, Jeremy,Ben Jr~
~Jordan,Kenny, ME!, Ben Jr
so it's was a tough and challenging day..
we won most of the games except the 2ND one..
haha
and finally thanks to Ben Jr for giving it all out
for the 1-on-1 tie breaker in the Damn FINALS!

AND WE"RE THE CHAMPIONS!!!!!!

thanks to all of my teammates
KENNY, BEN JR, JEREMY, ROC & JORDAN
for being at the best that day..
we definitely showed the other teams
how we owned them *wink wink*
show off sia..LOL

chey chey :D
my tired and worn out face..
damn look at those eyes ._.
then there's Jordan and Ben Jr behind me
all of us, Heartbreaker, Black Aces, Raving Lunatics,
Daredevils and Phobos & Deimos
+ the referees (Team Red7 )
and it was hell of a DAY!!!
yeah yeah!!
if only she had come to see me play :)

BEACH FIESTA 2010!!!

2010-02-01T15:37:00.009+08:00

Wohooo

let's talk about the weekends

:)

~~~~~~
Friday and Saturday : Beach Fiesta 2010

ITE event on celebrating YOG
so we, the skate club members,
were there to skate :)
haha
that's all..

Friday was setting up and rehearsals..
tiring rehearsals..
and basically we skate the whole of SILOSO BEACH!
cool or what..
like all 24 of us down one road..

yada yada yada.. me & Hisham

then Friday night was one hell of a night..
after the rehearsal..
we booked into our chalet HUT..
eventhough small,it was OK for us.
so yar, around 7pm
most of them went home to take their clothes
then come back later at night..

so me,halim, hisham, rahman
went off to harbour front hawker center to eat dinner..
then we went to VIVO to walk around and buy food supplies for the night

so this is all of us at night hanging out outside our HUTS

then Saturday was an awesome day!

OK, not for that guy down there..
wuahahaha!

so Saturday was performance and showcase..
it went really smooth and well..
nothing bad happened..
WOHOOO!!

~We Celebrate Singapore 2010~

then i helped out Mr WeeNai's booth..
cute boy and girl trying their best..hehe :)
she also :)

haha, it was a great day
so after everything.. we all started to pack up and go off

pictures of us
one by one

me
hisham
rafiq
Din
Joe
Remy
Nash
errrr
OK
all of the guys..

then while on the way to the station..
hehe :D
met a few friends that were with us the whole event
they went tanning for awhile then told us to come -.-
so yeah, after that we went to eat at Harbour Front again..
then about 8 pm, we made our way home..

HOME SWEET HOME :)

I'm so lightened

2010-01-26T22:58:00.002+08:00

"Every time i meet her, i enjoyed the pain..
but when I'm not, everything seems a little plain "

only she knows what it means..
haha!
so if you don't know, don't pretend to know..
SUCKERS!
:P

so yeah, I'm looking forward to meet her..
hoping some random thing will happen.
well that's how she is..

so random, crazy, annoying at times,
beautiful, intelligent..
and whatever she does, she enjoys seeing me getting irritated
like WTHeck?
but the smile i think is the charm within her..
wuahahahaha!
EeeeVvViiiLLL!

and that's why i go mad, crazy, ding-dong about her..
:)

~~~

and who doesn't remember this song?
lol

"I used to think maybe you loved me,but now I'm sure"

"I'm walking on sunshine..wooahh"

BUSY BUSY WEEK

2010-01-25T23:03:00.002+08:00

ah damnnn..

this week is like the most packed week so far..
28th Jan - Project Presentation + Report hand-in
29th Jan - Beach Fiesta Rehearsal 11am - 5pm?
30th Jan- Beach Fiesta 8am- 6pm
31st Jan - Paintball Rookie Challenge 9am - 5pm + alot of pain :)

hush .__.
ok project is nearly done..
or already done, just editing all we can

~29th jan~
all ready, only thing is to coordinate with the other people part of the
performance..
that's all

~30th jan~
DAMN!
the actual thing, confirm gonna be a busy day..
rush here and there..
skate here and there
Media here and there..
there's a small chance i'm gonna get interview-ed
so just got to be prepared for it, if anything happens

~31st jan~
Paintball tournament..
can't wait to own other people asses..
wuhahahaha!!

Hmmm.. i don't know what to say

2010-01-20T23:30:00.003+08:00

Maybe you're just so Freaked out..
i don't know about what..
but CHILL man..
damn,why you're tripping?

"How can we start anew when we keep on looking back?"
oh oh, i remember reading a book and a short quote goes..
"We always look back at closed doors when there's like a lot of doors open for you up front, we just don't want to look in front"

Look forward, move on, change :)

~~~~

but when we talk about moving forth, we'll say
"Why another shit after another.. is this suppose to better or what?"
so it's then we'll reflect..
"damn, i still like the old times.."
of coz, history is made but damn..
not in front of someone who looks up to you.

that's the shitty thing about life..
it's never mentioned in history it's gonna be a smooth ride :)
and that goes with everything else..
with your friends, loved one,family, enemies and whatever else possible..

so i have to tell you this.. Be patient,don't just jump to conclusion.. give a thought before execution.. because don't think what you're facing is the worse. people out there are half dead facing the worst.
so yeah, there's alot more than meet the eyes.
let's take a breather and start anew alright?

~~~~~~~~~~`

DInner Dinner

2010-01-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

Dinner with Jinpei was Great..
eventhough very far and not so common place to go out on a date..
wuahahaha!
but it was hell of a crazy day!

We met up at ITE Macphearson for the Beach Fiesta Briefing thingy..
then got to see who & whom was part of the committee
then after that got small demo for the teachers.
it didn't went well..
suddenly kena Back-fired by own teacher..
DAMN HER!

but we remain cool..
haha! yar right :P
hisham fell a few times..
Andy nearly fall down stage.
LOL!

so after that, i told JP to wait for awhile..
so was planning to go out somewhere lah..
haha, end up eating dinner around her area..
which i long time never go -.-

so yada yada yada
while taking the bus and stuff..
she was very annoying..
like to punch me a lot -_-
(box each other is the term for us both)
i was immobile so
i have to like bear with it with my heavy skates bag..
she got her chance, lucky day for her..
no more next time baby!

AND DINNER WAS GREAT..
that's all i could say..
except my teh taste like so non-teh
and her bandung is damn sweet!
maybe because her lips like sugar..
chey chey

so after dinner,we went home..
i sent her home..
i took bus home
and i reach home..
so i sleep..

OK GOODNIGHT..I'm starting to feel sleepy :P
i'll continue next time

If that's OK with you

2010-01-14T00:43:00.003+08:00

DAMN DAMN DAMN!
ever wonder if you were to 'talk' ,like seriously talk, to
someone and that person would go
"I'd had a tiring day, i don't get what you're up to
can't talk another day??"
-___-

heart pain hor..
She knows what i'm up to..
she knows what i wanna talk about..
and she's not tired..
but if that's the case,
"Try again or walk away" Only Love- Trademark

bohoo hooo..
I'm like thinking alot about you nowadays..
I don't know why..
"So close yet so far"
"Got to catch before kena snatch"
whatever people say..

I'm so loving you!

but yeah, it's 2010
i do think that rushing to such stuff is a Killer.
and i definitely believe it ain't gonna be smooth..
but for the 1st time i got to say..
"With you, it's gonna be one hell of a enjoyable ride"
for someone like you,
i believe that's gonna happen -.-
soon! no more later!
wuahahaha
it's like talking to a malay Beyonce,
you'll just can't speak out when they are infront of you..
damn!
You and you're sexy angry eyes >_<
well there's a lot more of you than meet the eyes..
but you're like 'THE ONE'!

i know you're keeping it to yourself
no worries :)
Everyone is in need for some time

2010-01-06T21:14:00.001+08:00

haha
a nice soothing song from JASON MRAZ
i kinda like the tune..
not much into the lyrics..
but yeah..

~just for thoughts~

"I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover"

2010-01-04T22:03:00.003+08:00

OKAY OKAY OKAY..
once all the emo-ing is done..
back to what today..
or yesterday ..
ok over the past week -.-

~~~~~

ALRIGHT..
last week was kinda boring week... Monday to Wednesday
sit at home stoning..
Wednesday went back school to check on project..
plain boring yar i know, my life is a boring one :P

alright once that is all said and done..
time to talk about Thursday!!
NEW Year's EVE..
Damian is having a party at his house over at Chua Chu Kang..
So they all started drinking around afternoon at RD..
to kick start the celebration..

I called Emma up around that time, pretend drunk asking her out
and she got damn PISSED OFF!
sorry babe, was just kidding..
don't take it too serious hor :)

haha, so after that went to BEN JR house to take some stuff and his boozes
to bring over to Damian's
and around that time i guess it was 8++ pm when we reached CCK
so we heat up the small BBQ pit..
cook some stuff and drank our asses off..
JACK DANIELS & ABSOLUT VODKA

so around 10pm, boss was there
and gave us 5 tickets to SILOSO BEACH PARTY!
wohooo!!
so me,Fuzz, Sufyan & Amanda headed to sentosa around 11.30++

Alright, at SENTOSA!!
very happening,very the 'Kecoh'
very the Fun..
so we were there with Shark and Benguin with their friends
and a whole lot more friends over there..
DAMN!

Farhaan my old primary school mate was there..
even though i told him i was not going, skali he saw me there 0___o
but who cares! it's new year!

Hafiz,Hazliq & Shiqal, ite mates,
were also there...
haha! 3 weeks never saw them very the chaotic sia

KAK MINIQ was also there with her REBEL INC friends at AZZURA
haha, wasn't surprised she was there..
because she's always hanging out over AZZURA
and yeah,it's been months i last saw her..
and we definitely talked alot!

so my group apparently went venue hopping from Damian's to Sentosa..
which is 1st at CAFE DeLMA
then AZZURA
then BEACH SIDE
haha, damn happening night man..

ONE HELL OF A COUNTDOWN WITH ONE CRAZY ASS GROUP!

okay,done with counting down year 2010
time to move up the calendar..

~~~~~~

yesterday RED DYNASTY had a small staff game..
damn cool shit man..
Contract Killers were there, RED DYNASTY old timers were there..
RED 7s were there also..
so we played a few games with one another..
me being in NEW Red's team
meaning the new red dynasty team
" aka RED DYNASTY Juniors"
we won 2 out of 4 matches..
one with RD old timers
and RD CK mix..

AND I GOT SHOT IN THE ARM!!
thanks to Shak from Contract Killer.

~~~~~

OK..
school has re-open..
not real bad actually..
new batch of students were still yet to explore the school
classmates had been crazy and Fun as always
Project yet to be sent for LKY presentation
and has to be handed up by 14Th Jan
damn!
but we're cool with it..
soon to be completed..

AND I"M GETTING CCA EAGLES AWARD!
wohooo!!
thanks to Miss Kalista :)

okok, it's getting very long winded..
I'm starting to get sleepy..
haha, so GOODNIGHT!

the whole song just for you :)

2010-01-04T21:44:00.006+08:00

All Right....
let's quote a few from a long time never listen song..
hehe, in case you don't know the song..
it's Plain White T's 'SHINE'

~Just for thoughts~

"Run away, run away
But that won't make it any better
Run away, run away
And make tomorrow harder to live than today"

"There's so much out there you could miss
there's so much life out there to live
If you would just believe in yourself.."

"You know you're better than all of this
you know you've got so much to give
But you're so afraid to give of yourself"

"Until you love yourself, you'll never change
You'll keep on running
Until you deal with today"

"You say you're looking for happiness

but when it comes, you run away from it..

You tell yourself you don't deserve it"
~ good one heh :P ~

"There's not much more that I can do..
now the rest is up to you"

2009-12-31T01:18:00.004+08:00

WOHOOO!!
what can i say?
To hell 2009.. Rock on 2010!!!
wuahahhahaha!

well oh well oh well..
year 2009 is been a blast,
in fact! every year is a bigger blast!
i wonder in the years to come, am I'm gonna explode?
ok.. crappy joke -.-

DAMN!
like 24 more hours and it's
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
wooooo! Bangla flooding marina..
Mat reps at esplanade
Ah bengs down VIVO
haha, that's what ur gonna expect..
=)

I guess for countdown I'm gonna stay home..
do nothing, nyehehehe!
*BOOO!!*
yar i know, boring life i have..
haha!
most probably, going down Damian house with paintball peeps
and get drunk *NOT*
Tomorrow paintball again at 3pm..
after that hang out at Damian's..
maybe later at night, going ECP
if classmates doing picnic..
if not, lepak bawah blok sudah..
~LIFE bro'z~

haish, seriously very curious about 2010 man..
DAMN!
going 19 soon..
where's my BIKE?
who's gonna be my GF :P
what poly to enter
when I'm gonna go NS
those kind of questions and such..
haha!

well i hope issues in 2009 were settled..
most of them, settled
a few,remain stagnant..
always the same shitty stuff..
darn it!

2009
alot of new stuff learned..
alot of troubles here & there
alot of new friends met.
alot of old bonds tied again
alot of struggle
alot of pain in the ass
alot of trash talk
alot of photo taking
alot of backstabbing
alot of lepak-ing
alot of eating
alot of lovely memories
damn, alot of stuff lah

and in 2010
there's still alot more to come :D
just got to be prepared..

i''m definitely looking forward to this new year..
DUH!
who does not
*assholes! don't lie!*

well, i guess that's all for today :)
time to go sleep..
and yeah..
just for thoughts...

"Don't make others you priority,
when others make you look like an option to them"

2009-12-22T16:34:00.002+08:00

wohooo!!
Christmas this Friday..
haha!

so fast 1 year has passed..
3 more months till graduation
a few more weeks to hand up LKY project..
and a few more hours to dusk.

hmmmm, whole day at home is
so torturing!!!
arghhh!!!
have not ate breakfast and lunch!
i think I'm gonna get Nasi Ayam Penyet again..
hehe :)

I'm gonna enroll for my bike license soon!
not so late i guess?
who cares, I'm gonna take it slow and steady

"Don't force yourself into Love just because you're lonely"

Noob War!

2009-12-14T00:32:00.003+08:00

TODAY was freaking awesome!!
RED7 vs Contract Killer..
a small demo this morning in conjunction with
contract killer's paintball clinic..

and so it went on as usual,
big groups on sunday..
damn!
alot of groups and even
33 people in one group at one go..
*wah-piang*

and then after all are said & done..
We had a small Staff Game!!!!
yeahh!
and it was
RED DYNASTY vs SPNS (s'pore paintball novice series)
RED DYNASTY: Malcom,Roc,Akid,Fadzly aka Fuzz Jr.
SPNS: Wan,Ben Jr, Yuan,Kenny

played 2 rounds..
one in Speedball, another in objective field (F%^K NO center line!)
and after a tough fight, RED DYNASTY won 2-0

1st rd: Speedball

Fuzz Jr knocked out Yuan
Roc knocked out Ben Jr
Kenny knocked out Akid
Malcom knocked out Kenny
Malcom knocked out Wan

2ND Rd: Objective Field (Speedball)

Ben Jr knocked out Akid
Fuzz Jr knocked out Ben Jr
Fuzz Jr knocked out Wan
Roc knocked out Yuan
Malcom knocked out Kenny

End of it, we all were like Trash talking and stuff..
giving each other tips and tricks in doing stuff..

Ben's tech lesson was useful.
Malcom's & Sham's slide lessons were put to good use in Speedball..
Chi Yong's shooting lesson was also useful..
wuahahah!

so end of the Day..
we enjoyed it,
I'm sure the the customers who were hanging out by RD park
have seen a good show, though it was nothing much..

that's all for the day,
time to get some sleep!

2009-12-09T23:02:00.003+08:00

Today there was team bonding thingy at ECP..
not many came, but it was quite OK
the rain hold us back awhile
after that we started the thing..

ended around 5.30pm ++
then rushed to school for inline training
then back home

damn Tired..
I Want To Sleep =)

Saturday is going to be a great day,

only if she is able to make it..
hehe, I'm sure she will =)

Wah piang!

2009-11-19T23:30:00.001+08:00

DAMN TIRED!!
argghhh!
tommorow school starts at 8pm
end at 5pm
DAMNN!

time to go sleep =D

Yesterday

2009-11-15T16:29:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was FUN!
haha!
went out to Lido with SC peeps
to watch Astro Boy!
that was ard 3pm +
and so the movie ended around 4.45pm++
and then we headed to Novena
to have our dinner at BaliThai *yum yum*
dinner was at 6.30pm with Ms joanna joining us.
yada yada yada, the Dinner ended about 9.30pm ++
took some photos =D

and and,
the waitress was interested in Amsyar.. wooo *wink wink*
the another waitress was interested in me..haha!
very hectic night it was..LOL

Thank you Mr Phillip for the Movie and the Dinner treat.
may the 13Th Sc batch will uplift your name
like what us 12Th batch did.
wohooo!!

photos will be uploaded soon on Facebook..
so wait for it yeah =D

~and here's the original song by Queen~

2009-11-09T02:14:00.004+08:00

DAMN, something silly came over me today..
i tried logging into Blogger and i can't sign in..
*WAH PIANG!!*
so tried logging a few more times,
skali my user name wrongly type lah..
-____-

anyways!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LONG LOST BRACE-Y SWEETY HONEY LOVELY
JINPEI!!!
~ Somehow,this picture is the nicest shot of you =)~

wohooo, 18 already seh *pheeweeet*
now let's see what we've missed..
haha,it's been long since i talked to you after that time during fasting month.
OK no! YOG at ITE BISHAN
you are sweet as always.
but you seem kinda Gloomy that day,
but still seems okay to me =D

Whatever it is,
My ears are always open to hear.
My Eyes are always open to stare at your Braces
My mouth are always open to talk
My Hands are always available for whatever reason
and My nose... errrr?

also i didn't know you flew off to Aussie, i thought you went China -.-
SO Sorry,very the Sorry..
like AKON sang
"you could put the blame on me :P"

yada yada yada, what's pass let it be past
suddenly so many AKON songs came out of my mind..
"It's been so long,that i haven't seen your face"
I hope you'll have a great day on your Birthday
I'm sure you will.
"and girl you're so Beautiful, so damn Beautiful"

Let's go out one day, okay?

"If hearts were unbreakable,
then I'll tell you where i stand"

okok!! i got a nice one..
"If hearts were unbreakable, westlife wouldn't be popular back then"
reason : they sang alot of heartbroken songs
(my love, fool again, swear it again to name a few =P)

Back Back Back

2009-11-06T19:55:00.006+08:00

A lot of things happen to me over these weeks.
some bad,some not,some just plain weird.
haha!

a few happenings so far.

Slacked with Ex-YSS mates, Ainina, Malah, Athirah,Zahidah
ITE college central takraw got 3rd
LKY presentation over, hopefully make it through
Hazz Birthday 5 Nov
Went Clubbing with Kak Miniq and Adey at Sentosa
SC bbq was Fun, lucky it rained late
Hafiz got into accident with lorry,not serious
Yazid got into accident,that one really terok
IS skidded, that one lagi.. *hush*

Arwah Haikal birthday on 2nd NOV,
you will be missed
*al-fatihah*

there's alot more stuff i guess,
kinda forget what they are..
lol!
and I'm so tired these few days..
damn =@

and I'm gonna go out on a Date with you soon
, you better not say you're busy hor.

Happenings so far..

2009-10-21T23:45:00.005+08:00

1) Broke my Spectacles while playing soccer..

2) Bus 854's journey from Bedok totally sucks, i alighted at Khatib and vomit! *blearghhhs*

3)Project still to be decided.. soon soon

4)NS checkup this Friday

5)Paintball Trial this sat.

6)Met Fatin at ITE Bishan and gossip for like nearly 30mins?

7)Met Jinpei & Naz at ITE Bishan..noisy as usual (naz only) :P

8)ITE created biggest YOG logo using sports equipment

9)Girls at ITE Bishan *chuckles* GOOD GOOD lah people say *wink wink*

10)NAD don't emo emo here ah... i told you already :P
give the song a listen, hehe, like cool sia =D

"we exaggerate on the special ones that enter our lives
and how much more we did when they leave"

OH yes... raya with ITE mates.

2009-10-07T00:15:00.005+08:00

4Th OCTOBER 2009

Outing with ITE peeps..

haha! so here are some of the pics..

End of the day, we had alot of photos taken.
all uploaded in Facebook

And this is most of us..
Front row: Hafiz ,Me,Hadi,Dann
Back Row:Yazid,Salihin,Hairi,Shakir,Bob,Hisham

"Brothers we were,
Brother we will be"

2009-10-06T23:51:00.002+08:00

Today's weather was great..
a good day to sleep..
but not a good day to go Skating..

morning had passed with Inline lesson at school
pretty interesting, those who attended are
really learning..good for them..
those who didn't attend.. TOO BAD =P

~~~~

Anyways, ever wondered what you gonna say if you asked a girl
for her phone number and she says..."What for?"
=D

tough one heh?

~~~~

Great songs..

2009-10-05T19:31:00.003+08:00

Damn this guy mixed MJ songs..
now he's have alot more songs
all nice nice song..

2009-10-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

BLUE - Best in Me

Yishun Secondary Outing...

2009-10-01T00:31:00.005+08:00

~26th September 2009~
Yishun Secondary Peeps finally
planned to get out together for Hari Raya
haha, that's our annual meet up..
as usual..
so let the pics do the talking..
haha, enjoy =)

Sorry to those who didn't manage to attend,
we know you've tried hard to adjust your schedules.
maybe things aren't going well..
This was also kinda last minute,
let's move on and look forward to the next outing..
God's willing..

________________________________________________

~Aslam contacting ICA~

~at Sya's house...with her cousin, Danial~

~me and Sya..like finally >__< ~

~malah~

~Izyan~

~Nina~

~Sya~

~Shidah~

~Athirah~

~Zul~

____________________________________________

So this is us all... :D
Friends for 4 years maybe more
and still counting..

~From left to right: Malah,Sya,Shid,Zul,Izyan,Athirah,Nina~

From left to right:Din,Ahmad,Aslam,Danial,Me,Adnan,Afam..
_________________________________________________

"Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love..."
-Albert Einstein

"It doesn't make the world go round; is what makes the ride worthwhile.."
-Franklin. P. Jones

Happy In-Deed

2009-09-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

Raya Raya Raya

haha.. sad memories, happy moments
Enjoyable Festive
delicious Kuih..

Old Friends,New Friends
Long lost Bonds, Long gone fore-fathers
Big Packet, Small money
~~~~~~
Back From Indonesia.. wohooo
gone for a few days..
sorry to those who tried to contact me.. hehe =D
now I'm back so yada yada yada..
things are back to normal..
*Yar-right*
was tired,shagged,stomach-achy
haha! Finally gone in S'pore
~~~~~~~

Then an old friend from Primary School
asked me to help her out to do some stuff..
aiyo yoyo..
tired lehh .___.
(she didn't know i just got back)
but yada yada yada..
her stuff was much important than my sleep..
got it done by 11pm @_@
nothing much though..
talked about old times..
listened to her complain for like errrrr?
20mins? or so.. usually it's much longer and dramatic
so i gave her my sloppy face *-*
and she didn't stop..

"The first and greatest commandment is,
Don't let them scare you."
Elmer Davis

haiya.
she and her problems..
had always been her listening year and
her ranting corner.
tough job heh?

She's strong, i know she is..
She's tough,indeed rough
Naughty, that's her nature
she just lack courage..
well that's what friend are here for,
Encouragement =D

Don't Let them SCARE you

"There is time for everything"
Thomas.A. Edison

LAST DAY IN SINGAPORE..

2009-09-17T18:33:00.002+08:00

18th September 2009
Going Indonesia..
not in Singapore till 21st? maybe..
maybe I'll be back in Singapore on the 21st to catch up with you
at Naz's open house..
i hope..
even if i can't, you definitely have you friends there..
so, yada yada yada..

I still miss you, no matter what.. hehe =D

WOHOOO!!

2009-09-14T16:59:00.004+08:00

A few more days..
and it's the end of hari raya!
yeay!
eventhough I'm not that excited about Hari Raya this year..
i just wanna be able to eat 24/7..
hehe =D

so it's been 24 days of fasting..
6 more days to go.. *phew*

in loving memories of those who've left us..
*al-fatihah*

11th September 2009

2009-09-12T17:37:00.006+08:00

Today nothing much happen in the morning,
but when the sun comes down,
monkeys arise !!
wuahahaha! ~_~

Me and my ITE Classmates went down
kallang or Boon Keng or Geylang Bahru.
whatever that place is,to break fast..
it was near JP house, now i know =D
so we all met at Kallang Mrt at 6+pm
and made our move to the hawker center..

then we ate,then we took photos, then we smoke like Dragon
all the pics are at Facebook,
so do check them out..

~Kallang~

~Rockstars~

~Shots~

~Food~

So after that, we all hanged out for awhile at Singapore River,
around Indoor Stadium there and chilled out for awhile.

BLA BLA BLA..

it was 11.30pm!! Gosh, late liao..
so rushed to Kallang and guess what, no more mrt and buses..
time was 12.05pm

bohoo, luckily BOB & Salihin were able to come down Kallang
again and send me and Jag back home..
*phew*
go to thank them for that..

so home finally at 1.20pm

and here is the link to the photo album:
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=314751&id=876490102&l=90424bfaa2

Another fulfilling day..haha!

2009-09-11T02:29:00.006+08:00

Today was quite fun i guess..
haha, break fast with all my Secondary Sch peeps..
well not all, but still..something right=D

we had Seafood stuff from LESTARI
had a big set meal..
and filled up our stomachs.
wuahahaha!

~Jeyda and Zul~
~Shid and Din's GF Rozie~
~Afam and me~
~Din and Ahmad~

and so after that,
we hanged out for a while..
played UNO stacko (thanks to ZUL)
then UNO -__- (thanks to SHID)
Poker (thanks to Afam)
had Choc cake (thanks to Rozie)
and had a 2.5L bottle coke

and so, we hanged out till 11++pm and we planning
for the upcoming Hari Raya @_@
haha!
then had a lot of laugh gossiping *hehe*
only we know, you don't know..
IT WAS FUN!!

too bad most could not make it..
sorry to those who were uncontactable..
at least we tried..

and here's the last shot we took before we went home..

~~ huhu~ hope to have more meet up with more people attending! ~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
a shot that we took last year's HARI RAYA
the same spot we hanged out today..
and here's a shot we took at Mdm Rafidah's house..feat Mr Nor
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

That's all for today.. =D

Lifes never too short

Happy Holidays :)

Waddup 2012 :)

so what i did after....

PISSED OFF MAANNG

Stevie Wonder

nostalgia

La la la la

yada yada yada

jeng jeng jeng

Happy Birthday Fadzly

empty mind but with a heart full of questions.. just one question

kwang kwang kwang

grad grad grad at NUS

pain pain plus rain rain go away

such such irony

this early week

another friday

ANKLE LOCK!!!

LA LALALALALA

just for thought

LOOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

zzzZZZzz ...late night thoughts

la lalalalala

and there were go again

yada yada yada again

Thankyou:)

hahahahahah

feeling...

You know you're everything to me

i just wanna call to say i love you

paintball paintball

mixed rice kinda feeling..

May all be good..

back to LKY

WOOOOO WOOOOOO

I'll go on..

LKY CCA award

PICTURES PICTURES

Fico Fico Fico

bila bila ITE!!

by far

The start of a new start

Kicked in the balls

Not the last

Heart Breakers!

ChinGAY!

Blurred

Some shock of my life

PaintBall Rookie Challenge

BEACH FIESTA 2010!!!

I'm so lightened

BUSY BUSY WEEK

Hmmm.. i don't know what to say

DInner Dinner

If that's OK with you

the whole song just for you :)

Noob War!

More of what she read..

Wah piang!

Yesterday

Back Back Back

Happenings so far..

OH yes... raya with ITE mates.

Great songs..

Yishun Secondary Outing...

Happy In-Deed

LAST DAY IN SINGAPORE..

WOHOOO!!

11th September 2009

Another fulfilling day..haha!