La la la la

On a lighter note...
I wonder why young girls nowadays like to mix around so much??
Well, I'm just saying....


Shits
Mix here mix there..
get to know here get to know there.
I'm OK with that..

Now you start labelling,
friends, just friends, best friends , not friends,
boyfriend(s) ?

Not that I'm feeling insecure or what..
but it's you whose gonna feel it sooner or later..
You have one guy close to your heart..
but then you feel that other guys can still be close to your heart..

Who you want at the end of the day?
What you want at the end of the day?
Where you wanna be at the end of the day?

Make up your mind girl..
coz from my point of view..
you're just bitchin' around

How can i trust when
the lies was right infront of my face??

How can i love when
my heart is loving someone that love some other person instead?

How i work things out when
help runs away from me?

How can i help when
then person that need helps just skipped me?

How can i breathe when
the only blockage i have is you?

You love Me,
I love You..
You think about him..
Then what am I too you?

yada yada yada

let's talk about love..

one day, you'll find that someone..

you will :)

and trust me,
the one that you're looking for,
is the one that had been always by your side..
so yeah, keep looking forward :)

Need not pretend..

How you say it is like trying to say...
"I can't see a thing!!!"

even thought you have perfectly fine eyesight

What to do right...

You'll always be like that..
Wanting others to take care of you but
you don't give a fuck of caring about others..

Friends you've had you throw them aside..
coz you label them properly..

You fun times you share with your friends...
but the fucked up times.. you want to share with us?

that's just so nice of you :)

jeng jeng jeng

Would you be my Girlfriend
my good old friend?

I'm writing this down
coz i'm a shy guy :P

Just so if you need some confession of expression:
here it goes...
It started all weird back 2 years ago in the train..
but slowly you became more significant to me..
no matter how hard i try to make you mad,
you're just cool with it..
and yes, no matter how mad you try to make me..
you know how to pacify..
you're open minded, open to new activities
but one tough nut to crack..
other than that..

you are a heartbreaker at times..
that's why my team is name Heartbreaker
so yeah, we try out best to break each other heart..
but just can't do it..

without further ado..
i like you in alot of ways.
that's why you're so special to me

Happy Birthday Fadzly

WOhoooo!!!

happy 19th birthday to me :)
~jeng jeng jeng~

not a chaotic one for this year..
but it's ok..
I'm still happy with it

plans for tmr..
only she knows.
:D

i don't know where else to go but yeah...
hope tomorrow gonna be a good day :)

~~~~
well what more can i ask
my mum bought my fav nasi ayam penyet for me..
and i couldn't have asked for more
LOVE her to the max!!

now confirm later bro gonna come home
then release the KRAKON!!
wuahahahahah
~~~~

other than that.
thank you to all that wished me..
thanks for all the wishes..
love you guys :)

empty mind but with a heart full of questions.. just one question

If i want to say that i love you..
would you believe me?

If i want to say that i love you..
you think i don't mean it..

If i want to say that i love you..
why must you talk about something else?

If i want to say that i love you..
i just can't stare into your eyes.. i'm so sorry

If i want to say that i love you..
do i need to take you out to somewhere special?

If i want to say that i love you..
i mean it when it's a special day..

If i want to say that i love you..
i would be in my stupidest condition, i can't talk much..

If i want to say that i love you..
i will take the longest time in my life to come up to you..

If i want to say that i love you..
again i assure that you will busy with something else..

If i want to say that i love you..
do you need a contract for that?

If i want to say that i love you..
i'll try my very best..

If i want to say that i love you..
I hope it's a 'i love you too' reply

If i want to say that i love you..
it'd hurt if you say.. "errm, you know?"

If i want to say that i love you..
my life is gonna change in 2 directions..

So if i was to say that i love you..
what do you think?

To my dearest friend...
the one that is close to me..

i don't know what is happening if you don't tell
i don't know how your doing if you don't tell
i don' know if you got problems if you don't tell

you can go a whole big circle..
but not a thing comes through

so Please, pretty pretty please
answer me..
i will listen like i always do..

i'm missing the old non-stop talk like you always do..
i always do..
there's nothing else but just to wait for you

I want to say it to you
but how?

You're always busy..
when i'm not..

When you're not busy,
you do something else..



how?
now i fee like i'm the joke..

kwang kwang kwang

hoho!!
i forgot..

Happy Birthday SYA!!
wuahahahahah!
:)

~~~~~~~~~~~~


other than that...this week was shit
I'm sick for the whole week..
wanna go out, don't feel like going out
wanna talk can't talk coz my throat is sore
wanna meet up with old friends, they give the same damn old attitude
fuck you!
if you say you got no time, go lim chu kang and see how much time they had before


so yeah, thats all i can think off for now
goodbye

ohh yar..
lucky i check you FB info huh?

happy birthday to my dear NINA..
happy 19th..
enjoy your day :)

yeah, that's pretty much i want to say..
what more can i add ._.

to my cuzz HAMDI Adeyfro..
good luck on your TP tmr..

better PASS..
coz maybe end of the year, i'm gonna pass my bike license too..
so together together more better


wuahahahaha!
and cikgu muliana, congrats on receiving the teachers' award thingy :)
you deserved it..
after all those years, you've did alot
so yeah, congrats

and nad,
it's good to hear that your knee is recovering slowly
now can walk don't walk yourself out
let it recover fully then can go all out :)
so yeah..
see you when i see you i guess..

SP Paintball..
team generation kill!!
one more freaking week and it's the big day..
prepare yourself for some ass-wiping adrenaline rush down you balls
see all you freakzillaz this weds for the final training
:D

peace out..
good nite people :)

Pass few days right, isolation was life

I miss her..
the old her :)

grad grad grad at NUS

how much more sexy can fergie be?
Girls with such legs and moves
are just ohh lala lalala
@_@
maybe alittle bit of attitude :D



~~~~~~~~~~~~~


other than that! graduation at NUS was awesome!!

~elyn~

~jin pei~

and yar..
now my arm like blue back kena punch
by naz and elyn all day long


wah liao weh, you people ah..
never give chance one..

pain pain plus rain rain go away

today was kinda fast ending day i guess?
class start at 10 ends at 1...
then i forgot that afternoon class was cancelled
:D

and so.. went to eat kfc remix with macDs
then went back home..
heavy downpour..
so as to my feelings *chey chey*

donnoe lah why so sad nowadays.
so emo ._.

but yeah, let's just hope tomorrow does not rain
cause we need to dress up well :P

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and to my dear friend khairunnadia..
i forgot that if that's a ligament problem..
that knee got to go for surgery

even though it sounds fucked up..
that could at least help it for now :)


i'll be always there to support you
well emotionally , not much mentally :D
i know it hurts but it hurts looking at you in pain

so don't go all emo aite?

such such irony

aiya!
today was kinda slow day i think?
morning class cancelled..
so class start at 1pm
and i was late -.-
at 1.30 i arrived

so yada yada yada..
end of school..
i didn't eat the whole afternoon
i reach home at about 7pm i guess..
and yeah, stomach damn empty
so i tried to call a few friends or so to ask them out to accompany me

damn... suddenly i got no appetite
:|

this early week

wohooooo!!!
luckily found a replacement for this sat
:)
what for??

well, all my ITE Bros gonna go meet up
the bro that left us a year ago

~al-fathah~
yeap, arwah haikal is the one..
nevertheless..who said we'd forget about him?
we bros and close because of him.
and we had to thank him for that


Looking forward this SAT..
it's somehow a meet up+gathering thingy
for all of us..
after like 4 months or so in POLY and those sitting at home :)

~~~~~~~~~~

apart from that...
this weds is gonna be a big day!!
COM award ceremony
(certificate of merit)
it'll be held at NUS..
Hisham is gonna be there
alot of ite peeps are gonna be there
i'm sure it's gonna be a lively event
:D

~~~~~~~~~~~~

GOOODNIGHT people :)

another friday

hahaha...
such news..
NAD got knee injury
:|
*depression liao*

hope you get well soon..
busy women got to catch up with time..
can't miss any task

~~~~~~~~~~~~


other than that,
today was pretty much lepak sia..
class started at 8am & i was early :)
maths 1hr then
another lecture for 1 hr..suppose to end at 10am
but we finished her assignment quick
and got off at 9.30am

then we ate breakfast..
then the gang rode off in Shu Ping's car
while driving it was raining..
but hell yeah.. we still manage to smoke some
and race through traffic in a Honda accord

so we sent Laurence and Eric home at CCK
then cruised down to woodlands..
so yeah.. yada yada yada,
i reach home liao :)

~~~~~~~~~

and i kid you not,
the whole afternoon was kinda boring...
ok, DAMN boring!!
can't sleep
can't move much
so i stone infront of my laptop..

but yeah, in the midst of it i sprayed my paintball mask..
red & white is the new colour..
wohoooo!!

for now, suddenly I'm so sleepy
i feel like gonna eat, bath..then sleep

goodnight people :D

ANKLE LOCK!!!

Bad news for now...

due to my problematic ankle twist plus swell combo
my days is seriously fucked up..
*and i donnoe if it's just like muscle or nerve senget,
but hope it's not BONE*
if yes,then I'll go emo

for now:
can't walk fast..
can't stand too long
(say about yishun to Dover? just to make it to school)
can't flex much of my ankle.
can go one way, the other way not all the way
so
can't do stuff that i usually do

but yeah, i don't know if I'm gonna work this weekend
I'll sure try
will see how bad this ankles gonna go

but yeah, i was just about to start getting my fitness back on track
wanted to start jogging
wanted to lift some weights
:D
but for now, *pause*

but yeah,i was just about to get my bike license on the roll.
3 more pracs to go..
darn it!!


all stuff put on hold
-_-
*lvl 10 depression*

till later news..
i still miss her
and hope she misses me too

LA LALALALALA

HEHEHE!!
there you go :)

just for thought

"Behind one strong heart,
Is one thousands heart breaks"

:D

LOOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

*phew*
today was pretty much kan-chiong i guess?

got to rush my labtest in IA lesson
suppose to get 1 hr..
kns, only given half hour to do all the wiring.
but luckily got alittle bit of sideliners helping me out..
and it's done
:)

~~~~

other than that,
elective class was kinda interesting..
i think by end of the semester,
i'll be equipped enough to be a love councillor
lol
talking about relationships,love, break-up..
everything that goes into it..
we talked about it all
:)

and yeah,
we're given a free-topic project on LOVE
to be done in 3 weeks..
and somehow, at an instant...
the only topic that ran through my mind was.

"WHY IS IT SO TOUGH?"

pretty subjective.
but somehow,lecture thinks it's gonna be very interesting..
she never got any presentation on that kinda question..

so that's gonna be a good advantage about it..
it's not as easy as it seems..
it's not as easy as saying 'you don't match'
that's LAME..
and believe me...
we can change it.
~~~~~

to break into sub-topics, i have:

1)Why is it so tough to fall in love..

2)Why is it so tough to manage the love..

3)Why is it so tough to forget the love..

so it's a fair balance kinda thingy from and for 3 sides,
before,during,after
i have an idea on how it's gonna work out..
and i bet you have some answers to it too..

SO IF YOU HAVE A SAY OR TWO...
well, you don't really need tosay it out,
unless you wanna share..
INSTEAD,
JUST ASK YOURSELF AND SLOWLY GIVE IT A THOUGHT
:D

~~~

goodnite k-po people
:P

wooots wooots
today was not quite a bad day i guess??
team SP (Singapore poly)
team contract killers,team damnation,team outlaws,
team red7s,team explicit, team raving lunatics,team aces 'only'
nearly 70 people all out on the speed-ball field..

and I'M ALONE down there -.-
*hyper-depression*
LOL..
but it was ok..
the games were manageable..
definitely exciting
and FUCKING tiring :|

aqidah come down with her Starbucks crew..
had a game or two down there..
but i was kinda busy on my side..
so didn't really get to talk to her much..
and yeah, it's been 3yrs or so we didn't see each other?
haha,and i only manage to talk to her like 3 mins i guess?

so yar, afternoon was super hot..
super packed..
super sweat!
super super jambus coming down..
chey chey! yar right!
super duper day lah today..
and yeah.. it was all enjoyable-ably tiring

that's all about today..
tmr is gonna be a good start..
i hope so..
gonna get my early sleep..


Eat Sleep Paintball
:D

and yeah, got a short msg from someone
and that made my day..
thank you so much :)

zzzZZZzz ...late night thoughts

here's the thing..
accent is needed when you need it..

it's kinda irritating how people,
particularly chi girls..
on the mrt chatting to each other with such accent
and not doing it well..

people like us, we know pretty much..
and we get damn pissed off if you can do it well..
so don't Freaking use it!

ok lah, but what can i do..
i can't go all chinese accent up your face
and say

"HEY BIC BOI!!
U don't talk like tat
like-a Some-a-bodeeee"

nah...ain't gonna happen :P

I'm sorry if i had been different..
so sorry to cause you to go angry in such ways.
i know i've been bugging you around..
well, what can i say..

if i'm not around, you say i'm always not there..
if i'm around, you gonna say something else..
thanks..

bla bla bla

i donnoe what i'm talking about
but yeah..
i hope i can get back on track soon
cause i've never was..

my nose keeps bleeding the past few days.
i wonder why.
i want to gain weight.
but i can't eat properly nowadays..
i don't have enough sleep.
bohoooo

Maze Game

Play more games at Fugly.com

la lalalalala

Congrats to Khairunnadia for passing her FTT today..
soon it's gonna be your TP and then you're gonna drive me around when you pass
ok?
:D
meanwhile, i'm still far from my goal too..
now i'm halfway through my motobike license..
now confirm cannot pass in august, but most prob end of the year :D
then YR3 in SP can vrromm vrroom liao :D

about vroom vrroomm..
hehe :D
i'm still wondering what bike should i get..
Gilera runer is nice
and there's yamaha TZM
and there's kawasaki krr
and there's honda nsr 150


damnnnn.... but i really hope i can get a gilera :D

and there were go again

I'm so happy that i am a person with alot of patience
I'm so happy that i am a person who understands
I'm so happy that i am a person who can manage my time
I'm so happy that i am a person who smiles alot
I'm so happy that i am a person who can change myself so that you feel comfortable
I'm so happy that i am a person that i won't give excuses unless it's damn valid
I'm so happy that i am a person who has friends that i can talk to all the time
I'm so happy that i am a person when needed, I'll try to be there

Well most of the times...
I always wonder why can't i just blow up
I always wonder why i don't like to have the 1st say
I always wonder why that i don't think about my own self 1st before others
I always wonder why people can't be there for me when i can when they're in need

Well, i wonder what i wondered on what i was wondering about..
maybe it's just me :)
and I'm just glad it's just me

think about that once in awhile

yada yada yada again

And yeah!! finally end of the 1st week back to school :)
now I'm really shagged, 2 days no sleep..
late for 2 days of classes..
and alot of KFC and MacDs :D

nevertheless, ITE TPSC camp just ended yesterday..
overall it was fun :|
i should have came earlier to get to see more..
but what to do..paintball training ended late
at about 8.30pm and i reach tampines at about 10pm

lol, at least i made it :P
as soon as i reached, hamzah was there,suhaili was there,
wei bin was there, mira was there,vick was there
alot lah..those who i worked close with last time
were the ones who invited me warmly
and so i put my bags down
look at their preparations for night treasure hunt
and things never get old.
we make-up and dressed up around 6 ghost to 'roam' the school
just to make things more spooky :P

then i went off to look at the activities they were still playing.
minesweeper maze and caterpillar
it was fun, the campers were exciting & fun
then food, then we started the night walk
at around 11pm
O_O

yada yada yada, event ended at about 2.30am
the debrief,campers were free & easy till 3.30am
hehe!

now where all devils come out to play
patrolled the school's smoking hideouts
DUHHHH -.-
and we caught alot by surprise
just gave a warning and then we went off
fierce hor :P

and so patrol ended around 4am..
went to bath and stuff..around
4.45am we were at our hub liao
everyone was dead asleep.
and we planned not to sleep.
so we slacked around, get some air ,grabbed some redbull to go along
and talk talk talk till morning

tomorrow was pretty much cleaning
DE-brief , telling the new guys what to expect in the future
and some other stuff
*camp end*

now end of the week..
may good things come this coming week :D

Thankyou:)

and yeah,
i canceled my plans to go catch
Firehouse live..

i've got paintball training from 5-7pm
and then had to rush down to ite tamp for camp night activities :)
then overnite there, then to school the next day at 12pm
what a day huh *phew*
it's ok that i missed firehouse
nevertheless...slash is coming down august :P

it's ok that i miss a concert that i wanted to go
it's ok cause i got something which is quiet important to attend to
it's ok because i am tired, therefore i'm lazy
it's ok because out of the whole week, why weds must be a busy day for me
it's ok that you can't talk to me cause you're tired
it's ok, cause it had beeen a heck of a day..i understand
it's ok

hahahahahah

woohooo!!!
1st post of the new semester..
how was it?

okok lor.. not much also
haven't warm up yet..
lol

but yeah..good things gonna come real soon :P

~~~~~~~~~~~~

SP paintball to join Red Dynasty's Noob Warz competition.
gonna get our mask soon..
I'm getting my strap, earpiece and new pants soon :D

and so..august we're gonna take part in SPS
Singapore Paintball Series
most probably Tertiary Level
if not, Novice :P

well,it's kinda slow how things are moving..
but yeah, it's a good slow step-by-step up the hill

that's all for today..
more to come :D

~Seribu Kenangan~


Setia ku menyayangi,
tiada ku kesali..
walau kian hanya berteman,
Seribu kenagan..

bagiku terlalu indah,
setipa detik bersama
rela akhirnyau terluka,
dariku, hidup tanpa kenal cinta mu

feeling...

~Bidadari Hatiku~

You know you're everything to me

Firehouse Firehouse Firehouse..
who going?
who wanna go?
who got tickets and dont wanna go?

i just wanna call to say i love you

Today was quite a hot day i guess?
paintball in the afternoon with
SP PAINTBALLERS..
well, not all came but yeah.
we had a good time the whole afternoon..

then after training,wash-up
then went down to northpoint to get our food
so slack here slack there..
it was 3.30+ and everyone went home..

and i that was when boredom strikes..
i went home
at home
alone at home
wah liao weh!
what more can i do?

well, she most probably is working,
so can't go out with her..
all my other peeps
also working..
and I'm not working on a Sunday..
which doesn't always happens..
Boring boring Sunday afternoon

cannot celebrate father's day coz my parents
are over at Indonesia..
*hush*
nvm, look forward to tomorrow..
I'll pick her up from school
go out somewhere..
will see how :P
let's just hope she got nothing on

-.-
it's 2am in the morning..
tmr no school, wohoooo!
so yeah, I'm gonna have a good rest..
and not bother about waking up early tomorrow
:D
goodnite


"I just call, to say i love you " --Stevie wonder

paintball paintball

me love this shot :D

mixed rice kinda feeling..

I'm kinda having a confusion in my feelings nowadays
i donnoe why..

at times, i feel like meeting you..
like really really wanna meet you up
just to get a glimpse of your smile, and it'll make my day..
at times, i feel like meeting you..
like really wanna meet you up
and say how much you meant to me, and it'll make my day
at times, i feel like meeting you..
like really really wanna meet you up
just to see you smile, and say it out and kiss your lips..
and it'll make my day..

but now there's this one moment of time..
when i don't feel like meeting you up.
and i feel guilty to not be there.
i donnoe why, but you always know
how to change the topic and made me feel OK..
and it'll make my day

i donnoe what I'm saying, just typing things out to see
if it makes any sense, but if you feel it..
you'll get the image very clear..

I'm just a confused boy, but with you around..
you're like my one-of-a-kind GPS
just can't help it but keep me on track..
rain or shine,night or day :D
that's why i love you.

May all be good..

To my late grandma in Indonesia
may you rest in peace

*al-fatihah*

you will be missed :|

Through these eyes..
i've seen things.
you're not blind, i'm sure you can see it too..

1st day of holiday..
pretty much a good kick-start
just nice for world cup..
and just nice to catch up with friends :)


today was movie day..
and went out to watch THE KARATE KID :D
with non other than NADIA FOREVERHUNGRY
lol

yeah, movie start
cinema packed..
lucky got my seats early :)
and it was a good show..
3.5/5 i guess?

yada yada yada.
show end
send her home
went to go shopping with her before that..
then went home..
Sleep -.-

Tomorrow is gonna be a good day.. i hope :D
and Sunday is another day out with her.. *_*
go inline skating
hope Sunday doesn't rain :D

back to LKY

and yes.. a friend of halim recorded the interview scene
on suria...
haha, here it is :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrVE3TWME58

mine is the 2ND half of it, not much..
but at least something yaww

WOOOOO WOOOOOO

MST OVER LIAO WOOOHOOO!!!



time to go GAGA!

wuahahaah..

even though not many plans were out yet.

I'm sure there's gonna be a few

and of coz, short 2 weeks

of hols is just what I'm looking forward too :)

Happy Holidays to all holiday go-ers

enjoy while you still can :D

I'll go on..

Today was not bad i guess?
School as usual, very draggy
but the L4D2 session made it not..
after that i went down to bedok
to kak miniq's place to take my skates
then went off to eat with her at simpang bedok
then now I'm at home
doing some papers
and yeah, i guess that's much of what happen today.
whatever happens in between, you wouldn't want to know :)
~~~~~
and of coz, now i got my skates back..
i looking forward to asking her out to go inline skating :)
but damn, she just got no time..
i understand :|
~~~~~
just for thoughts:

good things never happen just like that,
bad things happen just about every minute..
you can't hope something good to come just like that..
you've got to go through shit before you get it

sooner or later
it's either make or break
~~~~~

update on life:

so far, crappy
when you look up on someone,
and they look away from you..
that just sucks..
look down is still ok.
but damn, look away?


now i realise that
i'm always one step back from something to happen..
i got to catch up sia,
this can't go on forever..

and of coz, if i ever did something wrong to you..
i'm sorry
tell me what's going on.

LKY CCA award

Last Week..
25th May 2010
marks a very auspicious date for me :)
LKY CCA AWARD
after 2 years in ITE
finally, an award that says it all :D

No Doubt it was not easy through the process
but it all paid off
went through alot of Shitty, Sad, Crazy,Happy, Random experiences
in ITE
but hell, it was all good times
~Farah, from ITE West~

~My Board~

~With Mr Tan Seng Hua, Principal (College Central)


thank you everyone
family,friends,school :)

PICTURES PICTURES

Last Last Week..
i went to KL
with 7 of my cousins
No holds barred

we went all out -.-
boring right this post?

~Morning of Day 2~

~Night of DAY 2~
where all Satans kick Balls
wuahahaha!
malaysia boleh!

yeah..it was too awesome :)

Fico Fico Fico

Today was soccer day
with most of secondary school peeps..

it's been long we've all went out together
to do some activities
and yeah, just a small kick start
we decided to go play at FICO!
wohoooo
there guys were Me, afif, iswan, izwandi, rizzuan, haiziel, fizan, zaim, matin, achin, azmi
the girls were Nina,athirah,malah

all the pics are viewable in FB
aite..just click the FB and you can view
:)

thanks to those who came, you made it an awesome night
wuahahahah!
Goodnight for now :)

bila bila ITE!!

Yeay!!!
Tomorrow is the Big DAY
LKY award ceremony is the shit yaw!
after a few months of interview..
everything finally paid off
:)

thank you to the teacher's that helped out along the way.
Cikgu Zulhana, Ms Kals, Mr Rahim

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the few names that really shaped me to go through ITE
also not forgetting the peeps that i have that were very supporting
Class MCE 1B/2K, student councillors and CCA peeps
and finally, to my family that never gave up hope on me

tomorrow is sure gonna be a big day,
a good day indeed
ITE is way much better than poly!

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Little bit more about today,
rehearsal sucks, very draggy and slow...
everything was half prepared.
but after that..nyehehehe
went to E-hub with Maira and Sanjay
friends i met during the rehearsal
and we went out to watch "LOSERS"
random, hell yeah!
but the people were great, movie was great
the whole evening was great..
after that went off our own ways

SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW!
and congrats to all award recipients
:)

by far

To those who have been reading my blog..

sorry for not updating
haven not been busy, but purely
LAZY :D

wuahahahah!
anyways, latest updates about life :)
1)KL trip was awesome (photos in FB)
2)She cut off her curls...Awww
3)SP paintball getting much more power packed
4)I need tp get my lazy ass up early to go to school
5) MST is coming up real soon
6)LKY CCA award next tues :) me like!
7)$400 haven't come in my bank
8)i'm freaking slacking in my studies
9)now I'm in lesson 4 for bike license..3 more to go!!!!
10)Big chance next Thursday, soccer at FICO with baby "Rainbow" bear :)

so yar, school had been quite normal, just donnoe why like abit fucked up
but yeah, ITE is way slacker than Poly
I have to say that!
lecturers are pure pain in the ass..
she is also starting to poke my ass, but not painful yet..

:)

Paintball is the SHIT yawww..

haha! today was very much a freaking awwesome day..

tiring as well..

why?

Today was SP's first paintball trials to gather a group of

students in SP forming a paintball club.

A team lah,so as to say...

and definitely, if things work out well..

we're gonna be pioneers for alot of stuff..

1st Poly paintball team, 1st poly to start paintball

yada yada yada

everything is about paintball today.

Other than the hot sunny weather, long hours of physical training..

everything else was FUN.

we got to shot one another in the 2nd half of the day.

there were 6 teams, among the chosen 32 individuals including me..

and we played against one another..

AWESOME!!!

eventhough all of us were new to this, with guidance from R7..

things went real well.

all the paintballers were Great..

it was a great experience knowing more student from SP,

from different background and interest

coming together today

for the passion for the sport.

it was an eye opener to most

a 1st experience that is,

but further down the road, i think us paintballer will be better than today

and i have a vision, all of us can really bring this club to LIVE!

HAIL SP PAINTBALLERS!!

School is getting great..

so far

haha! other than that, i think i can cope with stuff

.-.

I donnoe what is happening around..

people changed, promises broken, plans cancelled..

Shit happens :)

but on the other hand.. i love some changes :)

JP got her braces out and she look damn Chinese..

not as pretty as when she had her braces on..

but still like-able

Emma's birthday was yesterday..

so HAPPY 19th to her

yeah, just to name a few..not too much :P

and i still didn't get to taste the Cinnamon melts *DOOPPEE*

The start of a new start

Other than the fact that all my classmates are Foreigners..

it was a great whole bunch

*Yar- right!!*

but coincidentally, there was another Indian and Chinese Guys in my class..

hm mm, something fishy about the atmosphere

wuahahahah!!

sucks lah, alot of stuff to settle..

modules and stuff

Getting fatter by morning

then much more in afternoon

KFC, Pizza & Ciggies .__.

~~~~

but hey, the new lucky strike is freaking not nice

:)

bought it today and .__.

if i can go any flatter than that i will

~~~~~

And yes, i always wanted to ask her out for a dinner :)

not much of a date, but at least get to know her more..

*boooo*

but how how?

she always busy, I'm getting busier real soon

weekends she always turn herself off..especially me

*EMOO!!*

but damnn..

no matter how bad she is, she can't get on my nerves

WHY WHY WHY!

yada yada yada...

still got alot to be done :)

I'm not up to YOUR standard what *hmmmmph*

Kicked in the balls

The suckiest feeling i've felt this past few weeks

~~~~
"you got plans tomorrow?"
"NO,why?"
"Want go out for dinner?"
"EH wait, my friend ask me go out "
~~~~
- "Going out today?"
"Nahh, tired lah,just got back from camp
.. most probably staying at home"
~~~~
I'm really confused..ok not really :)
but DAMNN

freaking lying lah
one occasion you said you couldn't
i respect you decision
I'm OK with it

but damn going out with someone i know

that's a freaking lowblow
Thanks :)
so much for Tough Love

Not the last

2 years, passed us just like that
from MCE 1B to MCE 2K
from strangers to Bros
from different background unite as a class
from different district we come together at ITE tampines

Well, Changi Cottage was where we held our class Graduation chalet
thanks to Hairi aka Sophie..
also Birthday boy for the day.
and also thanks to the others,
Azmir,Bob,Dann,Desmond,Faris,Frendo, Jag,both Hisham,Hafiz,,shakir, salihin,Yazid,wee siong
zheng zhong,zhong zheng,thariq,azmir
plus awhole lot more from the class..
and also afew of hairi's frens

it was a emotional event i have to say..
graduation it may be but damn, we ain't leaving just like that and forget
definitely i have to say the conference was the most emotional part of it.
Everyone have their say, and it will still be in my mind
it was like a class conducted by each of us in that room.
Never attentive as ever..

it's a sad thing to wonder what the future is there for us..
we're gonna go in separate ways,
out individual ways..
all there is, is to see how we progress
like i said

"We already lost one of our bro last year..
and damn,i feel like losing another 16 bros in front of my eyes..
if you know what i mean"

I felt like after that day, we're gonna drift apart..
not knowing when is the next time we'll meet..
that was what i meant, I'm sure they felt that too..

"Don't give up on life, there's like 16 of us in this room..
just behind a phone ready to help you out.
any problem, just call.."

that's what we said to each other
that's what bros are for..
we've been there for each other for 2 years..
why not a whole lot more down the road.
we hold back those who felt like giving up..

Hairi said
"Actually,after yr 1, i wanted to leave ite..
but thanks to you guys, i agreed that we're in this shit together..
why not finish it together"

Hafiz said
"I never thought I'll be here today..graduating from ite..
talking to you guys in this manner..
*sobs*
i feel grateful to have you guys be there for me.
everyone of you"

just a few saying that really moved all of us..
hairi and hafiz especially, had been the ones in the wrong path..
but thankfully, they made the right choice..a right path

everyone shed tears saying their last words
all apologies, all words of credits, and a whole lot of secrets
was said out in that room..

once all said and done, the whole night was emotionally enjoyable..
BBQ, Riding,Casino,Karaoke-ing..
hell of a night

I hope it's not gonna be the last,

i believe it won't

Heart Breakers!

OK let's talk about PAINtball

wuahahahaha!!
referring back to Rookie Challenge..
it was an awesome tournament..
HeartBreakers is my team :P

including Raving Lunatics, Black Aces, Phobos & Deimos
and not forgetting DareDevils

so now photos photos photos

~warming UP~

~Strategy :D~

~Ben Jr our master Strategist on the board~

~Damian adding in some ~

~planning~

~me & Mr smoootthh,wuahahaa~

~Kenny, Team Leader~

~Jeremy beside me, Mr Weekday~

~Roc, MR oHHHH~




~The team~
Jeremy, Roc, Me (Fuzz Jr),Ben Jr, Kenny & Jordan (below)



THE GAME!!!
~1st break~
~2nd Break~
~Taking a break~
~3rd Break~


GAME ON!!!

~chey chey~


REST!!
~Kenny going mad 0_0~

~smoke break..wuwahahahahah~

THE PRIZE GIVING CEREMONY
in no order..i lazy arrange :P

~with black aces~

~aces again~
~and again, them we and aces like kam cheng ho!~
~with Phobos & Deimos and Daredevil~
~with the one, KIKO~
~wohoooo~
~PHEWEEET~
~chey chey~
~GOLLDDD~
~VICTORY~
~YEAH YEAH!!~

~Kenny speech~
~Jordan excited~

Alright... once everything said and done
everyone had the laughter and paintball marks on them..
it was a freaking awesome day!
wohooo, may HeartBreakers play again real soon

~All of us Paintballers~

AND LET THE FIRE BURN AND BURN BABY!!
Paintball is the way we roll