I'm so lightened

"Every time i meet her, i enjoyed the pain..
but when I'm not, everything seems a little plain "

only she knows what it means..
haha!
so if you don't know, don't pretend to know..
SUCKERS!
:P

so yeah, I'm looking forward to meet her..
hoping some random thing will happen.
well that's how she is..

so random, crazy, annoying at times,
beautiful, intelligent..
and whatever she does, she enjoys seeing me getting irritated
like WTHeck?
but the smile i think is the charm within her..
wuahahahaha!
EeeeVvViiiLLL!

and that's why i go mad, crazy, ding-dong about her..
:)

~~~

and who doesn't remember this song?
lol








"I used to think maybe you loved me,but now I'm sure"

"I'm walking on sunshine..wooahh"

BUSY BUSY WEEK

ah damnnn..

this week is like the most packed week so far..
28th Jan - Project Presentation + Report hand-in
29th Jan - Beach Fiesta Rehearsal 11am - 5pm?
30th Jan- Beach Fiesta 8am- 6pm
31st Jan - Paintball Rookie Challenge 9am - 5pm + alot of pain :)

hush .__.
ok project is nearly done..
or already done, just editing all we can

~29th jan~
all ready, only thing is to coordinate with the other people part of the
performance..
that's all

~30th jan~
DAMN!
the actual thing, confirm gonna be a busy day..
rush here and there..
skate here and there
Media here and there..
there's a small chance i'm gonna get interview-ed
so just got to be prepared for it, if anything happens

~31st jan~
Paintball tournament..
can't wait to own other people asses..
wuhahahaha!!

Hmmm.. i don't know what to say

Maybe you're just so Freaked out..
i don't know about what..
but CHILL man..
damn,why you're tripping?

"How can we start anew when we keep on looking back?"
oh oh, i remember reading a book and a short quote goes..
"We always look back at closed doors when there's like a lot of doors open for you up front, we just don't want to look in front"

Look forward, move on, change :)

~~~~

but when we talk about moving forth, we'll say
"Why another shit after another.. is this suppose to better or what?"
so it's then we'll reflect..
"damn, i still like the old times.."
of coz, history is made but damn..
not in front of someone who looks up to you.

that's the shitty thing about life..
it's never mentioned in history it's gonna be a smooth ride :)
and that goes with everything else..
with your friends, loved one,family, enemies and whatever else possible..

so i have to tell you this.. Be patient,don't just jump to conclusion.. give a thought before execution.. because don't think what you're facing is the worse. people out there are half dead facing the worst.
so yeah, there's alot more than meet the eyes.
let's take a breather and start anew alright?

~~~~~~~~~~`

DInner Dinner

Dinner with Jinpei was Great..
eventhough very far and not so common place to go out on a date..
wuahahaha!
but it was hell of a crazy day!

We met up at ITE Macphearson for the Beach Fiesta Briefing thingy..
then got to see who & whom was part of the committee
then after that got small demo for the teachers.
it didn't went well..
suddenly kena Back-fired by own teacher..
DAMN HER!

but we remain cool..
haha! yar right :P
hisham fell a few times..
Andy nearly fall down stage.
LOL!

so after that, i told JP to wait for awhile..
so was planning to go out somewhere lah..
haha, end up eating dinner around her area..
which i long time never go -.-

so yada yada yada
while taking the bus and stuff..
she was very annoying..
like to punch me a lot -_-
(box each other is the term for us both)
i was immobile so
i have to like bear with it with my heavy skates bag..
she got her chance, lucky day for her..
no more next time baby!

AND DINNER WAS GREAT..
that's all i could say..
except my teh taste like so non-teh
and her bandung is damn sweet!
maybe because her lips like sugar..
chey chey

so after dinner,we went home..
i sent her home..
i took bus home
and i reach home..
so i sleep..

OK GOODNIGHT..I'm starting to feel sleepy :P
i'll continue next time

If that's OK with you

DAMN DAMN DAMN!
ever wonder if you were to 'talk' ,like seriously talk, to
someone and that person would go
"I'd had a tiring day, i don't get what you're up to
can't talk another day??"
-___-

heart pain hor..
She knows what i'm up to..
she knows what i wanna talk about..
and she's not tired..
but if that's the case,
"Try again or walk away" Only Love- Trademark

bohoo hooo..
I'm like thinking alot about you nowadays..
I don't know why..
"So close yet so far"
"Got to catch before kena snatch"
whatever people say..

I'm so loving you!

but yeah, it's 2010
i do think that rushing to such stuff is a Killer.
and i definitely believe it ain't gonna be smooth..
but for the 1st time i got to say..
"With you, it's gonna be one hell of a enjoyable ride"
for someone like you,
i believe that's gonna happen -.-
soon! no more later!
wuahahaha
it's like talking to a malay Beyonce,
you'll just can't speak out when they are infront of you..
damn!
You and you're sexy angry eyes >_<
well there's a lot more of you than meet the eyes..
but you're like 'THE ONE'!


i know you're keeping it to yourself
no worries :)
Everyone is in need for some time

haha
a nice soothing song from JASON MRAZ
i kinda like the tune..
not much into the lyrics..
but yeah..

~just for thoughts~

"I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover"

OKAY OKAY OKAY..
once all the emo-ing is done..
back to what today..
or yesterday ..
ok over the past week -.-

~~~~~

ALRIGHT..
last week was kinda boring week... Monday to Wednesday
sit at home stoning..
Wednesday went back school to check on project..
plain boring yar i know, my life is a boring one :P

alright once that is all said and done..
time to talk about Thursday!!
NEW Year's EVE..
Damian is having a party at his house over at Chua Chu Kang..
So they all started drinking around afternoon at RD..
to kick start the celebration..

I called Emma up around that time, pretend drunk asking her out
and she got damn PISSED OFF!
sorry babe, was just kidding..
don't take it too serious hor :)

haha, so after that went to BEN JR house to take some stuff and his boozes
to bring over to Damian's
and around that time i guess it was 8++ pm when we reached CCK
so we heat up the small BBQ pit..
cook some stuff and drank our asses off..
JACK DANIELS & ABSOLUT VODKA

so around 10pm, boss was there
and gave us 5 tickets to SILOSO BEACH PARTY!
wohooo!!
so me,Fuzz, Sufyan & Amanda headed to sentosa around 11.30++

Alright, at SENTOSA!!
very happening,very the 'Kecoh'
very the Fun..
so we were there with Shark and Benguin with their friends
and a whole lot more friends over there..
DAMN!

Farhaan my old primary school mate was there..
even though i told him i was not going, skali he saw me there 0___o
but who cares! it's new year!

Hafiz,Hazliq & Shiqal, ite mates,
were also there...
haha! 3 weeks never saw them very the chaotic sia

KAK MINIQ was also there with her REBEL INC friends at AZZURA
haha, wasn't surprised she was there..
because she's always hanging out over AZZURA
and yeah,it's been months i last saw her..
and we definitely talked alot!

so my group apparently went venue hopping from Damian's to Sentosa..
which is 1st at CAFE DeLMA
then AZZURA
then BEACH SIDE
haha, damn happening night man..

ONE HELL OF A COUNTDOWN WITH ONE CRAZY ASS GROUP!

okay,done with counting down year 2010
time to move up the calendar..

~~~~~~

yesterday RED DYNASTY had a small staff game..
damn cool shit man..
Contract Killers were there, RED DYNASTY old timers were there..
RED 7s were there also..
so we played a few games with one another..
me being in NEW Red's team
meaning the new red dynasty team
" aka RED DYNASTY Juniors"
we won 2 out of 4 matches..
one with RD old timers
and RD CK mix..

AND I GOT SHOT IN THE ARM!!
thanks to Shak from Contract Killer.

~~~~~

OK..
school has re-open..
not real bad actually..
new batch of students were still yet to explore the school
classmates had been crazy and Fun as always
Project yet to be sent for LKY presentation
and has to be handed up by 14Th Jan
damn!
but we're cool with it..
soon to be completed..


AND I"M GETTING CCA EAGLES AWARD!
wohooo!!
thanks to Miss Kalista :)


okok, it's getting very long winded..
I'm starting to get sleepy..
haha, so GOODNIGHT!

the whole song just for you :)

All Right....
let's quote a few from a long time never listen song..
hehe, in case you don't know the song..
it's Plain White T's 'SHINE'

~Just for thoughts~

"Run away, run away
But that won't make it any better
Run away, run away
And make tomorrow harder to live than today"

"There's so much out there you could miss
there's so much life out there to live
If you would just believe in yourself.."

"You know you're better than all of this
you know you've got so much to give
But you're so afraid to give of yourself"

"Until you love yourself, you'll never change
You'll keep on running
Until you deal with today"



"You say you're looking for happiness

but when it comes, you run away from it..

You tell yourself you don't deserve it"
~ good one heh :P ~

"There's not much more that I can do..
now the rest is up to you"