so a brand new look i see..

yeap, this the final outlook of the hair

nope, this one not crazy

mmhmm

crazy

off the hook

im not kidding

they are

yeap

the crazy people that did

happy birthday

nothing big happened,

neither do i hope for something big..

i'm happy with whatever happened today :)

so what did i do on this big day?

good things i have to say..

 helped out a friend..

fixed his bike..

went rounding :D

apart from that..

i got $10 buck from my dad

spent it on spare parts..

and alil bit on tools..

so went out to mod a friend's E-bike..
since he wanted it to go faster..
very hands-on day i had today..

thanks the few people that did wished..

one called..

the others by message..

and a few others by word of mouth..

~~~
the handful of you..

may whatever you said to me happen to you too :D

god's willing~insya-allah

may all of you 

live-long,

live-happy,

and may success rain upon you and you future generations
thank you very very much..

and i'm glad for you

same time every year..

you know we've been there for each other..
god knows since when..
i remember everything,
from the very moment i met you
from the very 1st word you said
from the very 1st text msg
from the very 1st lunch out
from the very 1st dinner out
from the very 1st shopping trip

and there's a 2nd one
to the 3rd one
to the 4th one
it goes on..

put aside hari raya apologies..
i'm sorry i kept lying
i'm sorry for keeping this away from you
i'm sorry if it's alittle too late..

but you my dear friend,
i just want to be with you
every time i say i love you..
it's true


we've been good friends since young,
closer as we got older..
now i feel we should be together..

but you on the other hand,
will always say you've already found
your happy ever after :(

darn it

Oh my god,

never felt any sicker

than how sick i am these past few weeks..

now I'm coughing,

sneezing,

coughing out hard phlegm,

water running out of my nose..

how many degrees, I've still yet to check

from what i remembered..

if I'm feeling damn cold, my body temp is damn high

and of coz, i feel very hot when in cold places..

no shits Sherlock

but then again, nothing to fear..

might be just the change of lifestyle 

that makes my body weaker 

and prone to get sick easily..

happy birthday to you leo

muahahahah!

just too cute :D

and so whose birthday was it yesterday?
no, not the baby..

happy birthday to you

 my dear friend

years have passed,

alot of things have changed.

am i blessed to have met you,

and i hope you too... felt the same

saaappp, berpantun

just for thoughts

"call me Mister been there done that"

hehe, well let's do alil bit of comparison girl..

just so you know, alot of things that you know

I KNOW

well apart from the little things that don't really matter in life

of coz, i'll try to understand

so before you open your mouth,

before you do certain things,
please think twice..

Trust me, I've been there done that

~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~

i don't know why, girls

not all of you, maybe the few that I've met

have such big egos..

everything is about you,

as much as i can give..

you're too much

that's all i can say,

i can give you all you need, not all obviously..

but if i have given you my time,

and you're being such a bitch.

sorry to say..

all you deserve is a mirror..

only then,

you'll know what wrong 

women

i've been thinking recently why..

why shouldn't i get myself a girlfriend

a women that can stay by my side

for whatever reason there is...

well the answer is simply,

im on the lowside of life for now..

been stuggling.. financially, emotionally

mentally..

indeed if someone can't handle you on your worst,

they don't deserve the best..

now is not the time for her to adapt to my life,

my problems,

my shoes..

as a humble being i am,

i believe it starts with oneself..

if i can't handle myself in my worst,

i don't deserve what is best in life..

truthfully said,

only a few women out of the family tree

are capable of being that special ones..

i respect those few that are there for me,

be it highs and lows..

I love you 

Like good old times

i still remember back then during secondary school days
we will be slacking under the block
playing soccer at this location we call "carpet"

cycling around the blocks and exploring places

had so much fun 

and nothing much were in our way

now i guess 5 years has passed 

after our secondary days

and yes, FUN is the only word that can describe what happened

when all of us get together

well just so you know what happened the past few weeks :)

~stuck in the rain> become roadside prostitute~

~watch movie at 3am (marvel: avengers)~

and many more.

maybe putting aside the "i got no time" excuse since we all met

was what made us close till now.

of coz, at times we get stuck up at work, school, NS

and the need of having abit of personal time

everyone understands that.

BUT NOT ALL THE TIME

~~~~~~~~~~~~

yada yada yada,

some friends, are just friends

some friends, meant much more

well some others, you know i know *wink wink*

once you know them or they knowing you, 

no matter what,no matter where,no matter who..

till the end of time

will always remember one another :)

i am lucky to have met this band of brothers that i have met..

going through the early stages in life together

and definitely being there for one another through whatever life is gonna bring us next.

you should be proud of all the friends that you have.

they are the next family that you have :)

~~~~~~~~~~~

it's 4am and I'm writing this coz we just had a

catching up with one another

talking about the good old times

that we had together..

it never gets old..

don't worry :)

my teamate already signed up the team 

even before registration have been open..

how like that?

anyways,

prelims is gonna be either 16th or 17th jun

Finals is gonna be 30th or 1st..

if you're available,

or you got nothing to do..

you know what to do lah..

isssssshhhhh

being there for her as a friend?

i've experienced how that turns out

neither do i want to trouble anyone

nor break up ties

so what can i do?

Kaulah....

Listening to Cinta Abadi by Blackrose

:)

"kelembutan hatimu,

mengubati lukaku..

kedamaian hatimu,

meyinari hidupku"

just for thoughts..

hehe :)

Wind of change once again

Thank you for coming back here

to find out yourself what is happening in my life :)

appreciated much..

very very much

at times, 

i feel that people can't spend a little bit of time to listen.

at times,

i feel that people can't be there for you, no matter day or night.

at times,

i feel that people don't give damn about  how others feel..

so why should i?.

time has changed people..

i guess it's about time for me..

I love the overly concerns you had when it all started
and i was right, all that is just an act..

not the kind of person that i expect to appear in my life :)

Welcome to GK-TV

I can't wait for the next tourney :D

but the question is, when is it gonna be?

I miss going out to do all the stupid stuff with one another..

get stranded together somewhere together

talk about our problems and everyone would listen

try out new stuff..

take photos like camwhores!

with a digi-cam as a matter of fact..

and no one gives a shit about how the picture turn out..

come game day, we fight together as one

to win is one thing

the journey that make us go up there together is another whole different story

that is what i treasure most..

and never will it die off..

Once the pain is gone,

I'm gonna start anew :)

Let by-gones be by-gones..

Let's look forward to what the future holds..

just for thoughts

My mum told me once..

"If your unable to feed your own mum,

don't bother trying to feed someone else's child"

to some it seems like a burden..

to others, it is a challenge :)

Tragic Blunder

thank you for all that you gave to me..

be it nothing, there's something that you made me learn.

so i watched this movie with my cousins..

it made me think alot about us.

though I'm may not be religiously strong,

i strongly believe everything happen for a reason.

"Di antara 7 petala langit, dan 7 petala bumi..

ada-nya 7 petala cinta"

~translation~

"in between 7 shells of the skies and 7 shells of earth,

there lies 7 shells of love"

Just for thoughts :)

That one boy who told you the truth,
That one boy who always helped you up,
That one boy who waits for your call,
That one boy who cherishes you more than his Xbox,
Is the one boy that doesn't exist..

Woaa ohh woaahh woohh

"Restless hearts
Sleep alone tonight
Sendin' all my love
Along the wire"

Life is good

It's been great thus far..

Life's good

I'm good..

what else can i ask for?

It's been 2 years now..

playing a sport i regard as my lifestyle :)

Hell no, I'm not a pro..

hell no, am i gonna stop working my way to be pro..

it's gonna be a pain in the ass..

but damn it, I'm gonna work my way up

During the 2 years,

I've seen alot..

I've seen people cry,

I've seen people get mad,

I've seen people go crazy,

I've seen people smile like never before..

I've seen people breaking their legs

I've seen people dislocate their shoulder,

I've seen people getting bruised..

Did they stop?

No..

During the 2 years of journey,

those people..

from strangers, became friends..

from friends became buddies..

from buddies became a family..

one big family :)

one family

that sticked with one another,

till now..

we see each other cry,

we get mad ,

we go crazy,

we struggled,

we enjoyed,

nevertheless,

we had fun :)

this video, pretty much reflects the small family i had..

AKA Media: Distortion Paintball Documentary from AKA Media on Vimeo.

I still remember what we went through,

I still remember all the blood,sweat and tears we've shed,

I still remember all the arguments..

I still remember all the good times we've had..

I still remember how we felt together as a team,

no matter win or loss..

That's something I will always treasure :)

Happy Holidays :)

Happy New Year

to all my chinese friends :)

It's been already 2 days of holidays

and damn, i'm so enjoying it :D

been resting alot at home,

eating alot

playing games alot..

been doing alot of stuff..

enough said :P

YOU

have a

Beautiful

Smile

:)

Waddup 2012 :)

Ending of 2011 was awesome :)

Went all out with paintballers

and yes, hell of a night :D

so yeah, 2012

good start so far..

schools ok so far..

paintball so far so good..

and surprise for year 2012..

sponsors sponsors sponsors :D

1st and for most..

our apparels sponsor :Valken

looking good?

though the new line is not out just yet..

2011 stuff is still just as good

and up next,

our new marker sponsor:

MacDev

for hearing your pleasures :S

MacDev Drone Dx

so yeah, thats what we're getting :D

plus some others..

so what i did after....

How's life so far..

PRETTY GOOD I HAVE TO TELL YOU :)

looking back at 2011..

it been quite a rough year

but hey,

it's all good

It's been a great year,

talking about PAINTBALL then again..

my team from just a bunch of tertiary representing kids

stepped it up one level,

tested ourselves

not to the extent of our limit..

just test market only :)

and so far doing good :)

yeahhhhhh!!!

and yessss,

it's a good step forward for me in year 2011..

whole year been paintballing.

and hell no!

am i gonna stop..

It's been great journey with my brothers

both in and out of the field..

only god knows what happened :)

so for now,

life's never too short to have alil bit of fun..

Carry on..

Your past shapes you future..

that's up to you to either

learn from the past

or start a new :D

It been nearly a year now..
but hey, lil homie what you trippin' on :D

a lil' bird told me to update, so yeah..
test 1,2..
I just got back my password..

and yes, i will try to update a post as soon as possible :)

A quote for the emotional souls..

"Time change,memories don't"