women

i've been thinking recently why..

why shouldn't i get myself a girlfriend

a women that can stay by my side

for whatever reason there is...

well the answer is simply,

im on the lowside of life for now..

been stuggling.. financially, emotionally

mentally..

indeed if someone can't handle you on your worst,

they don't deserve the best..

now is not the time for her to adapt to my life,

my problems,

my shoes..

as a humble being i am,

i believe it starts with oneself..

if i can't handle myself in my worst,

i don't deserve what is best in life..

truthfully said,

only a few women out of the family tree

are capable of being that special ones..

i respect those few that are there for me,

be it highs and lows..

I love you 

Like good old times

i still remember back then during secondary school days
we will be slacking under the block
playing soccer at this location we call "carpet"

cycling around the blocks and exploring places

had so much fun 

and nothing much were in our way

now i guess 5 years has passed 

after our secondary days

and yes, FUN is the only word that can describe what happened

when all of us get together

well just so you know what happened the past few weeks :)

~stuck in the rain> become roadside prostitute~

~watch movie at 3am (marvel: avengers)~

and many more.

maybe putting aside the "i got no time" excuse since we all met

was what made us close till now.

of coz, at times we get stuck up at work, school, NS

and the need of having abit of personal time

everyone understands that.

BUT NOT ALL THE TIME

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yada yada yada,

some friends, are just friends

some friends, meant much more

well some others, you know i know *wink wink*

once you know them or they knowing you, 

no matter what,no matter where,no matter who..

till the end of time

will always remember one another :)

i am lucky to have met this band of brothers that i have met..

going through the early stages in life together

and definitely being there for one another through whatever life is gonna bring us next.

you should be proud of all the friends that you have.

they are the next family that you have :)

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it's 4am and I'm writing this coz we just had a

catching up with one another

talking about the good old times

that we had together..

it never gets old..