YADA YADA YADA, a bad start for a holiday..

"Life have been such a mess
been lost these few days
have been lonely lately
didnt talk much
have been wondering what that ive badly done that till now you still keeping quiet
ive tried, but i fail
i know imma bad guy"

posted by my cousin,haha,
i wonder why emo is like the in-thing nowadays..

i kinda feel moody and stuff nowadays too..
CONSIDERING that you're still like that..

'Small words can cut one's happiness, seeing the picture kills..' -anonymous
so think about it alright?

I'm okay with shit coming to my life,
but can you handle shit yourself?

~
I know i do shit to others too,
i can be an ass once a while
but shit comes, it's as easy as flushing it away.
so if you're thinking of being an ass, start eating more junk.

and yes, if you do shit,
be prepare to get shit back..
you'll never get toilet paper for it..
~

I love putting others before me and
i don't know how it feels.
If it's good,I'm happy..
if not, i'm sorry..
people's feelings really matter to me,
and I'm sure alot know it's true.

getting to know new people is hard, i have to say.
not all can click,so just need the kick.
others just roll as one
and from my point of view,
you learned the easy way of rolling
& like what i told my cousin,
it's never easy..
end of the day, everyone got to choose..

we've all lost a few during this roll, I've lost a few too.
I'm sure you do too, and i don't know how many you've lost..
but I'm always there to help.
that's what we are meant to do.

~~ ~~ "This world, this world is cold.. But you don't, you don't have to go.. But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know"
abstracted from:
~~ Good Charlotte - Hold On ~~

to listen to someone's father say..

"It not the right order of things,
You're not suppose to bury you children,
they are suppose to bury you.. "

It really made me think alot..

Am sorry of being very emo-ish in this post..
You said this would be a good thing to do.
so hehe, i told you i don't know what to write.
And i love you still.