dilemma of a pre enlistee :)

a few more days before serving national service..

alot is going on i have to say..

my family falling apart

friends gone to who knows where

and as for me, falling for someone..

right lady wrong time..

i don't know what to say

i don't know what to do..

i don't want her to suffer coz of me

well i've seen friends having major problems due to this

- not enough time

- girl goes out with some other guys

mainly girlish problems.

we have to correct it

BUT THIS GIRL.

my gosh,

i don't know if she playing it out

or she's really for real

she understands

she listens

she waits

she talk things out

don't know if she's playing behind my back

but damn you girl, why now..

i'm so in love with you :)

i really do